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2011-07-09T11:13:00.000-07:00

it's been awhile since the last post,

27 days more till my official ord date.

it's faster than i expected.

although nsf like us always want to ORD as soon as possible.

when the date draw nearer, i feel lost.

ns life is pretty relax. thats why it make us dumb.

just follow instruction and do. not your problem then dont give a shit.

i miss those days we talk cock sing song in bunk.

it's like a routine for us during an exercise

eat at chong pang hawker center before we start an exercise.

eat chong pang nasi lemak and tau huay whenever we finish an exercise.

damn i miss those days.

i've watched a couple of thailand movies.

one in particular is a movie called crazy little thing call love.

really awesome and simple story line. you guys should watch it.

beside that, i'm following khuntoria on WGM.

nickhun is freaking handsome and victoria is equally sweet.

i hope they won't leave WGM for the time being.

thats about it. =)

YongSeo Couple, We Got Married

2011-06-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

To start off,

I shall share some pictures and music videos with you guys.

Hope you all like it. Saranghaeyo =)

I'm very happy that my friend introduce me this variety show.

Might came a little lag. But still, I managed to complete it in 4 days.

Truthfully, I really love them being together.

It might be fake because they were being film all the time. Throughout this 1 year plus relationship.

From strangers, close friends and finally a real couple.
I can really see through their eyes when they're filming the last episode that they really don't want to part. It might be fake but i choose to believe it's true feelings in the end.

However, happy things dont last?

What did Yonghwa did for Seohyun were really sweet and romantic.

Sweet potato (goguma) field, Personally knitted scarf for her and many more.

I love how they express their feelings through surprise letters and story books?

It's really awesome and i will adapt to their idea when i have a girlfriend next time. HAHA

Anyway, I was quite prepared for the last episode that's why i didn't cry.

I have tears in my eyes. Yes maybe i'm weak towards this kind of thing.
i might be very vocal with my friends, always joke around.

But i think deep down, i think i'm just a simple guy yearning for such simple relationship?

However when reality sets in, this can hardly happen and it change my mindset of having a girlfriend. It's pretty bad actually. But yeah. i shall walk one step and see one step.

This show taught me,

1.time can bring two strangers together and also can let 2 love birds forget each other.

2. guilt (I have should treated my ex girlfriends better) I realize i could have done much more for them, not just being a boyfriend but being their everything. I believe i can improve on myself in terms of person, character, interaction. I really learnt quite alot because of this show, i know it might be KUA ZHANG for some people. Then again, I chose to believe it.

3. I think my next girlfriend might be in for a treat. hahah. My goguma!!! =)

Take care!

2011-06-04T10:58:00.000-07:00

totally pissed with the CPF board arrangement.

i hate it when your call center gives me solution A and when i go to your office personally then realized that i need to do solution B in order to get things done.

enough of the stupid management.

you guys deserve some soul searching regarding your Q&A.

next, went for a exercise which i'm not supposed to be involved.

just doing my superior a favor.

in the end, my hand got those sand-flies bites.

it's extremely annoying and itchy. luckily it's getting better now.

played 3 hour of cage soccer this afternoon and i feel like my bones are going to crack.

must admit my age is catching up on me.

not as fit as before.

cannot chiong as much as before.

hahaha. i need to DOM - yang ming jiu! hahah

anyway, some other happenings around me.

went to overtime @ dempsey.

i drank half pint of beer for the first time.

although i didn't vomit or what. but my face was super red.

like the angry bird color. hahah

i think i can take beer better than hard liquor. haha

went to watch the hangover2 afterwards,

super hilarious. the story line is kind of expected.

wedding, drunk, hangover and stuff.

i seriously need to have such a Wolf-pack! hahaha

it's pretty fun to get fucked up at bangkok right??

x-men first class, transformers3, captain america, green lantern.

this is gonna be a gooood JUNE. hahaha

see ya people.

Open House

2011-05-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody!

Just finished the RSAF open house event.

I believed i've said 1,2,3 smile for thousand times,

held more than 200 different type of camera,

saw joanne peh in real life. very slim sia!! but quite pretty! =)

seen aerial display more than 6 times. i can tell you the sequence of the show ! hahahah

been addressed as a camera uncle for few times. hahahaha UPSET -__-.

cannot call me KOR KOR meh! nabei

and my forearm are badly burnt.

upper arm like white chocolate, lower arm like dark chocolate.

need to swim more to balance it.

overall, i find this open house a pretty fulfilling experience but mentally tiring.

it's quite fun standing on top of the tank i hate to see most and look at those amazed faces beneath. just make me feel am i doing something cool?? hahaha

after open house, it's back to stupid shit in unit.

2 more months to ord. pretty fast.

i can enjoy my ndp as a proper civilian. HEEE.

hope to get the tickets this time!

and university paperwork is a pain in the ass.

so many things to print and stuff.

need to meet deadline while i'm stuck in camp. pekchek.

hopefully can settle everything in time.

stay tuned for more =)

2011-05-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

Haven't blast my music through my speakers for a long time.

The feeling is pretty awesome. PS: no one is at home.

Oh ya. I went to signed up for conversational Thai language course at CC.

I think i'm abit crazy. i was deciding between Japanese or Thai.

in the end i go for Thai because i think it's pretty practical when i go over to Thailand.

Japan is kinda expensive to go on a yearly basis, right people??

I want to make use the last 2 months of my NS period to learn something new.

Guess this is it.

Next, caught pirates of the Caribbean last night.

it was pretty good and funny. Johnny Depp. hahaha

Mermaid were damn pretty but scary at the same time.

I dont know why they picture mermaid until so dangerous.

It supposed to be a beautiful creature right??

anyway, it sends a message to guys.

pretty girls cannot touch ! hahaha

Next, RSAF open house.

my next 4 days gonna be under the sun.

weekend will be burnt plus sunburnt.

burnt and burnt. hahaha chao tar already.

but i think it will be fun.

at least thats how i motivate myself to pass this few days.

i'm feeling the song i'm listening to now.

i gotta feeling by black eyed peas.

everyone have a good day and stay cool

Stop standing there

2011-05-21T11:06:00.000-07:00

just suddenly realized there are quite a number of people working in the bank industry.

air con room, desk bound job and everyday count money. check people account.

not a bad idea to slog your whole life there. i'm not discriminating bankers okay! haha

i'm going to work in a engineering sector for sure.

But i'm not going to stuck there forever.

I will try to do business although i know it's not easy

but that's the only way to make it in life right?

something that i must update,

i took out my left wisdom tooth.

process was bloody and bloody.

doctor told me one tooth takes about 5min.

i remembered clearly my bottom wisdom tooth took her 20min sia!

imagine the pain i have to go through.

now even when i'm hungry, i don't even want to eat.

the best way to slim down is to pluck your tooth. advice for girls!

no wonder there's saying goes like, nothing is good when it's one sided.

even i chew my food on the right, i feel fuck up on the left side too. argh

gonna eat and eat once it has recovered. to think i still got my right wisdom tooth to clear.

wah biang.

next, met up with my old poly friends this evening.

same slacking session at Starbucks.

quite a standard venue we would visit every time we meet up. haha

what more to say about this,

it's just nice to see your old friends.

seeing them doing well in their life,

gossip about fuck up people together. hahaha

next, gonna involved in RSAF open house this whole week.

i don't know how the hell am i gonna reach paya lebar everyday morning at 7am

even i hop on to the first train, i will never be able to make it in time.

nonetheless, i hope it will be fun there =)

oh ya,

i want to learn a new language before i ord.

I should have done it earlier. damn.

didn't think of it. should have spend my time more wisely in NS.

i'm thinking to learn japanese or thai?

shall check out my nearby CC courses!

anyway, thats all for now.

see ya people.

thai fever =)

2011-05-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

okay, today is my wisdom tooth d-day.

extracted 2 tooths from my left.

process was fast. but unpleasant.

when i looked at the mirror afterwards, it looks like i got punch like nobody business.

currently i'm feeling the aftermath of the empty wisdom tooth inside my mouth.

hopefully the bleeding will subside and the pain will wear off tml or so.

and i just got back from bangkok, land of smiles.

seriously i love being there,

pretty girls, friendly souls cheap food, endless entertainment.

totally relax myself during the trip

came back to Singapore and i feel so damn weird.

i shall make it a yearly trip to Thailand then. =)

i enjoyed Thailand than Taipei.

can you believe it?

maybe i was wilder . haha

but that's not the main point.

oh, i just watched HELLO STRANGER

it's a Thai movie but it's awesome.

very touching, lots of twists and turns for the leading roles.

luckily they still managed to have a happy ending.

i heard that there's part 2 of HELLO STRANGER.

can't wait for that.

recently i also watched THOR, FAST AND FURIOUS 5.

thor's real life wife is hot, thor figure is even hotter.

gonna watch pirates of the Caribbean, green latern and captain america.

weee.

gonna collect my pink ic and free myself from saf.

can't wait for that to come.

Polling day

2011-05-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

Okay. Blogging on polling day.
Hopefully i will remember this day since it's my very first vote.

My vote my choice. :) so NSP.

I certainly hope mr chiam and mr low win this time round.

There is a high chance that nicole will lose but i will always support her.

Enough of my election rants because it's getting boring.

Just finished watching Vampire Diaries S2E21.

Almost moved to tears just now. BUT i didn't drop any. HAHA.

I wonder what would i do if i'm one of the character inside the show.

Waking up everyday to see your loved ones worrying about each other safety? haha

The show really puts brotherhood, relationship and friendship to major obstacles.

I know one day the good will triumph the evil , it always has been this way since earth was created by a BIG BANG.

Speaking of Big bang, I instantly think of the big bang theory . It's really a funny sitcom series. You guys should watch it if you're in for a laugh.

Enough of shows recommendations !

Met up with Chaeng and Jieyi this evening for a dinner and HTHT session.

It was great to see them after 2 long years.

Chaeng got herself a shorter hair

Jieyi is still the same bubbly kind.

Hope to see them on a regular basis? hahah

Maybe 2 times every year?

Plus, I'm going for Avril Lavgine Singapore concert this coming Monday.

It was a impromptu decision. But i'm still glad i can get to see the second concert of my life.

HEEEE.

Flying off to bangkok this coming Thursday evening, i think i'm quite in need of a getaway to clear myself happier and ignore those troubles that bother me recently. hopefully it will be a fun and memorable ORD trip with my ns friends.

Regarding NS,

I submitted my specialist letter to my camp medical officer recently and got myself an excuse for upper limb/heavy loads for 3 long months. I didn't ask for such long duration honestly, he just gave it to me because there is MRI scan showing him i got a laberal tear on my upper left shoulder.

Actually i could have submitted the letter in march but i didn't. the intention of going to Canada for exercise and getting a promotion halt me from it. My shoulder don't affect me so much so i continue to be garang until i was told Canada exercise was cancelled and i didn't get promoted.

I was upset and more upset about the promotion. I didn't take it to my stride. I took it hard and it's not a good feeling. Then again, when i threw my specialist letter to MO. i kind of sabotage my friends because they have to do more duties to cover me. I sincerely hope they can understand my stand.

Enough of enoughs.

I'm sleeping.

Goodnight everyone.

2011-05-02T02:38:00.000-07:00

A quick post before i go out for worker's party rally @ Kallang. HAHA
Cannot wait to see what are they going to say.
Anyway, updated my blog design and new song.
But i couldn't set it to auto play. So you guys will have to do the job.

Bangkok is just 2 weeks from now.
In need of a getaway badly people.
Gonna shop shop shop shop. HAHA.

For this week, it will just be parade rehearsal and rehearsal.
Then again, this Thursday i will be wearing what those OCT wore during their commissioning parade. Although only a CPL rank, I'm still glad that i will get to wear that smartest uniform in the entire SAF.
I'm also glad i sat two different helicopters before. HAHA.
The feel is different compare to a commercial aircraft.

See you people!
=)

290411

2011-04-29T10:03:00.000-07:00

Can't get to a pleasant sleep before i get everything out of my mind before i forget it tomorrow morning. haha

firstly national service.

i learnt how to suck it up in my national service, despite how fuck up things get inside. i suck it up.

i didn't manage to get into sispec or ocs. Often being look down in camp because you're deemed incompetent to be commander. Honestly, even i were to work with them before i enlisted, i would be disappointed by their leadership and decision making skills. of course there are still some good leaders inside the crowd.

i learnt that doing work diligently or responsibly in unit doesn't earn you a recogination unless you do it in front of your commanders. be it a simple tasking like doing newspaper summary would earn you a outstanding serviceman award.

I can tell you i did my work responsibly but in the end, the promotion to a first class corporal was way too far for me. i didn't even get a nomination to chase that award. i'm seriously upset about it.

secondly, election 2011.

I'm totally mesmerized by Nicole Seah for her bravery and courage to stand up against the mighty giant PAP. although she stands a high chance of losing the marine parade GRC. But i believe her ethics will earn her a place in parliament in the future. enough said. we should give credit to all the opposition party candidates for their relentless effort to have an alternate voice in the parliament.

I totally respect Mr Chiam See Tong , even when he just had a mild stroke. he is still clear with his mind and left his stronghold potong pasir smc to contest in bishan-toa payoh. that may just cost him a seat in the parliament. You can see even when he really like CMI anymore, he still goes for rally and neighborhood walkabout to secure our people votes rather than resting at home and enjoying his golden age with his wife. He has dedicated his life in serving the people and we should give him a big round of applause.

Next, Mr Low from the worker's party, i'm totally swept away with his "driver" speech at the rally 11. He dare to say what singaporeans do not say, he goes against the PAP without blinking his eyes. In ancient times, he would have been a warrior like GUAN YU (if you know who is he ).

These three person that i have mentioned taught me alot during this election period.
I strongly believe their effort will prevails one day and they will always be in my heart.
When i get older, I will remember the stories and tell my grandchildren about it.

They totally inspire me and i'm thrilled to see the result of the election.

I've been blogging alot recently, show me your support in my tag board if you've have read my entries. thank you.

Don't expect too much!

2011-04-19T01:09:00.000-07:00

Okay since I've nothing to do on a Tuesday afternoon,

why not update my ancient blog right? haha

Finishing NS soon in 4 months time.

Hope to get into the university program i applied for or else i have to step into working life. And my brain will rust even more. Especially during NS period when you didn't use much of your brain at the all.

Was supposedly going to Canada in June for exercise with the Canadian air force.

Sadly, the exercise was cancelled due to classified reason which i can't post on networking sites.

Despite the upset, i'm going to bangkok for the first time in may with my NS mates.

Hopefully doesn't turn out like The Hangover 2! hahahah

Gonna massage massage until leg ache or break!

Must shop until my wallet got hole. hahaha

Look at those Thailand funny stuff if you know what i meant!

Something to rant about,

I don't understand why so many Singaporeans choose SIM-UOL. it's more like a local university compare to NTU or NUS. and seriously fuck the locals university entry requirements. I think there is one additional clause in it. Saying - You must be a PRC in order to get in.

Just 2 weeks ago i went to play basketball in NTU, damn it

You know the people i played with, 80 percent of them are PRCs.

Not to discriminate them but seriously??? _I_

Also another regret filled me up when i was at NTU,

why didn't i study harder to get into this school? Argh. I only missed university by this much.

Damn!

Basically that pretty much sums up my current thoughts. Haha

Stay tuned for the next update. =)

2011-02-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

i want to blog it down in case i forget.

i think when you like someone or love someone and don't together with them

mainly is because you don't want to bear any responsibility towards them.

you're afraid things will change once the status is there.

you're afraid things will turn awkward.

seriously, what's there to worry when you're already got someone you love/like right beside you who is there to share your burden,

who is there to give his/her best to you.

Like what Michael Jordan once said,

I can accept failure but i cannot accept not trying.

in addition

By the definition of determination.

it means.

there are no trying or trying, there are just. DO it or DON'T it.

I'm just giving a piece of my mind,

you guys don't think so much.

im chilled, im cool

as usual. =)

PS: When you're thinking you're just someone to this whole world. you should be glad when you realised you're actually the whole world to a particular individual.

BYE

2010-12-31T08:59:00.000-08:00

I hope you are much better 2010.

Maybe someone reading this post will think the same way as me.

Let me breakdown my 2010 journey.

National Service.

It is just like i have wasted 1 year of my life, seriously.

I wake up everyday goal-less and constantly thinking of how to slack or avoid those big shots in your battery(company). then again i don't know how things could have been without my mates.

We share laughter and sorrows (not much of sorrows lah hahaha) it's been fun with them. it would be sucky without them around.

my camp is just like condominium. it has better facilities than my own house can.

got swimming pool, street soccer court, basketball court and a renovated gym. :]

Tv with a PS2 console, endless of need for speed and WWE wrestling game. it's awesome.

I think i'm fitter in camp than staying at home. pretty nua outside although i still got jog and workout okay!

8 months and 6 days to go.

Can't wait bitches.

Hopefully this will be a good year and let me ORD smooth smooth okay. BO PI .

Need to work hard abit in order to be selected for overseas exercise this coming may.

CANADA okay.. BO PI also. hahaha

Relationship

I'm still waiting at the bus stop leh

Waiting for my another bus to come. i think the other bus stuck somewhere or something.

ive been waiting for the past 1 year plus.

then again, being single is also not too bad.

those singles out there,you should feel what i feel.

those attached out there, don't worry one day you will feel how i feel (except for some couples who might make it all the way) HAHAHA.

Nothing to say anymore.

Hope for a better 2011.

And

I'm addicted to the song Katharine Mcphee - Terrified.

Go youtube it because i'm so lazy to edit my video today.

Happy new year once again =)

Love you all. HAHAH :]

2010-12-19T11:29:00.001-08:00

一百次感动比不上一次的心动

2010-12-11T09:08:00.000-08:00

I find the above picture a meaningful one.

hope you guys like it although it's abit emotional. haha

i will post something happy next time. =)

and a good news to share.

i'm on a 3 days leave till wednesday.

a long long weekend for me to slack, sleep and enjoy.

date me people, i'm free of charge. hahah

anyway i shouldn't be staying at home tonight because supposedly i'm going zoukout with my NS mates, however it didn't happen.

on the other hand, it's raining right now.

so zoukout might as well be floodout. lame.

i didn't waste my saturday night either.

Went to Red-dot brew house with my secondary school mates.

it feels good meeting up with lao peng you.

the ambience was not bad after-all.

service can be a little bit better.

live band is goood. real good.

you guys should go one day. =)

i watched Rapunzel! the taunted tale.

a very good cartoon show !

and it's the first time i find the cartoon princess damn pretty sia.. hahahahah

you guys should watch it. =))

one thing to talk about,

i'm kinda of HOOKED to boys over flowers now. i know it's abit slow.. hahaha

i watched it every night when i'm in camp.

thanks to my bunk mates... argh.

and i think it's better than Taiwan version.

i hardly watched Korean dramas

so if i watch. it's good! hahaha

alright people.

wait for the next update. =)

2010-12-05T08:09:00.000-08:00

Arsenal 2-1 Fulham highlight.

Samir Nasri double sent my Arsenal to the top of the table, for now because man united haven't play their game yesterday.

Anyway, Some history to share.

I'm a Arsenal supporter since primary 4.

I love the way the play their football.

it's beautiful , elegant like some chio bu you can spot at orchard road or even better.

Although they haven't won a title for the past few years partly because it's a transition period for the youngster to become real man footballer.

Another important reason why i support Arsenal is because they nuture young players and let them have a chance to shine despite many saying they're just kids.

Okay enough of Arsenal .

I hope they win a title this season.

Saturday was a skinny pizza and NARNIA movie session with my secondary school mates.

I love to call narnia as nin nia. HAHA .

Skinny pizza

Imagine eating po piah -biscuit with pizza ingredients on top of it.

The crust is very very very thin.

Skinny pizza motto was What a crack?

meaning you can easily hear the crack sound when you cut it or eat it.

HAHA. read my blog more and you will become a glutton !

Overall experience was FINE. 2.5 out of 5 stars.

Deducted 0.5 star due to long waiting time for our second pizza! I'M GEI GAO

BUT, their sevices is good.

If you haven't try this kind of pizza. you should! =)

This time round Nin Nia was disappointing.

Totally catch no balls at all.

Out of nowhere got one dragon ship .

then they're off on a quest to get a 7 swords.

Bad storyline. no good. HAHA 1 out of 5 stars.

Tomorrow is my book in day and i'm so happy ah! ( trying singing it out)

it's a song during my BMT days.

Nothing much to update.

See you guys next week. =)

2010-11-26T09:48:00.000-08:00

Hey I don't know whether there is anyone reading this blog or not.

But i will try to update whenever i'm out of camp.

I had my Ippt for the second window.

I've cleared my IPPT at ease but i wasn't satisfied with my result at all.

I didn't run a gold timing.

I'm disappointed in myself despite all the time i spent on training.

I train harder than my course time.

Yet i'm still short of 15secs.

I can blame the sky, the sea , the people, the red bull i drank which apparently act more like hindrance than aid to me.

I should have run harder and faster.

Well, I will continue to try until i get a gold.

Additional 100 bucks from AH GONG is a must get bonus.

National Service will end in 8 months time.

Studying and working would be the top priority.

I have to stop procasinate and really get my ass down to plan for my future.

it's no joke when you step into outside world.

Need to adapt to new enviroment again.

Need to prove your worth to the boss.

Best is i myself can become a big towkay ! HAHA

Duty on a weekend doesn't make any difference to me now.

Speaking of which, I'm doing duty on this coming sunday!

Anyway,

Went to IT show this noon after IPPT.

Got myself a long awaited media converter player (google it if you don't know what it is.)

and USB fan for my poor lappy.

It wasn't the best time to go IT show after ippt.

My legs become sore and numb.

Plus the fact that i've stand all the way from tampinese to lakeside!

it's no joke seriously.

And guess what people drink martell or vodka on friday night.

i drink PI PA GAO like free on friday night because my throat hurts so damn bad.

and pi pa gao really work wonders. i'm feeling better now.

good recommendation people!

It's 2am now.

time for bed and tml will be a better day

see ya people!

and Arsenal shall win aston villa 2-1 tml night! ^^

Just a dream

2010-11-16T01:58:00.000-08:00

i was thinkin about her
i’m thinkin about me
i’m thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes…
and it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
and i realize, it was only just a dream

i was at the top
now its like i’m in the basement
number 1 spot
now shes finding a replacement
i swear now i cant take it
knowing somebody’s got my baby

now you wait around, baby i cant think
i should put it down, shoulda got that ring
cuz i can still feel it in the air
see your pretty face
run my fingers through her hair

my love
my life
my shorty
my wife
she left me, i’m tight
cuz i knew that it just ain’t right

i was thinkin about her
i’m thinkin about me
i’m thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes…
and it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
and i realize, it was only just a dream

and i be ridin’
and i swear i see your face and every time
i try to get my usher on but i cant let it burn
and i just hope that she notice she the only one i yearn for
no more sooner will i learn

didn’t give her all my love
i guess now i got my payback
now i’m in the club thinking all about my baby

she was so easy to love
but wait, i guess that love wasn’t enough
i’m goin through it every time that i’m alone
now i’m wishing she would just pick up the phone
but she made a decision that she wanted to move on
cuz i was wrong

i was thinkin about her
i’m thinkin about me
i’m thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes…
and it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
and i realize, it was only just a dream

if you ever loved somebody put your hands up x2
and now they’re gone and you wish you could give them everything (x2)

i was thinkin about her
i’m thinkin about me
i’m thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes…
and it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
and i realize, it was only just a dream

2010-11-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

Just a story to share.

There was a 8 million toto draw back few years ago and there is a myth about chong pang 7 eleven being the best HUAT toto outlet.

Hence, We went to explore Yishun, An area that both of us have never been before.

We were lost initially however managed to find the chong pang 7 eleven to buy my totos.

I didn't strike, like DUHH.

The point is,

I walk past that 7 eleven whenever i book in now.

I'm facing chong pang estate whenever i'm in camp now.

I know chong pang at my fingertips now.

Chong pang is still there

7 eleven Singapore pools outlet is still there .

But....

She is not here anymore.

2010-10-23T11:23:00.000-07:00

Just turn 22 on the 22th of Oct 2010. HAHA

Time fly so fast that you can barely even notice what really happen in your life.

9 more months of national service and there come the working society.

another chapter of my life will begin.

gonna use what i've learnt in polytechnic and apply for a job.

i know it's not going to be a smooth and easy journey outside there.

well, that's life.

I don't know why is it me or what, i kinda prefer stay in life which i don't have worry what to do later. I can't really stay at home now. I feel wasted especially on my off days or leave.

It's a fact that you will turn to your friends when you got no girlfriend to accompany you.

However your friends might not be free.

and thank to the pathetic pay given by ah gong. i can't really spend much when i'm out.

So, stay in life is much better compare to outside.

Endless of craps i can talk inside,

Endless of shower i can take inside,

Endless of WWE i can play inside.

Before my ORD comes, i think i need to go for a course named CCC.

Civilian Changing Course. HAHA. this will prepare me for outside world.

Enough of national service craps

everything gonna end in 2 years, but i believe i make some great friends throughout this 2 years.

Stay tuned people.

2010-09-17T11:16:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.

I'm Back.

A new theme.

A new layout.

I won't want to use colour font now. it kinda sucks.

Hope you all will like it.

Like i always wanted. Simple and nice.

National service is finishing in a year time.

Time really fly.

What will be waiting after i ORD?

Study, work? Either both or one by one?

I've nothing much to blog though.

Takecare everyone.

and Wait for the next post. =)

2010-09-17T11:00:00.000-07:00

2010-05-15T10:30:00.000-07:00

well long time didn't update this blog.

hope there're still audience patiently tuning to this.

let me break up my current life into 3 parts.

1st - Family

Family kinda screwed up to me now.

I have this feeling that im glad that i have a stay in vocation rather than stay out.

guess how bad it is people.

also got nothing much to speak about it. it's quite pointless.

2rd - NS life

Basically Ns life is just sucking thumbs for me.

Whenever there're instructions or orders from the superiors that you really hate to do it.

you gotta to. if not they gonna threaten you with this and that.

just suck thumb and do.

im not so much into whining about how come i didnt get into combined school. i meant. FOR WHAT. you guys might say im sour grape. maybe i am .

eventually ORD or ROD is the biggest prize you can get in national service.

not 3rd sergeant or big shot officers .

after Ord (except those signing on for life) , you can tell people you're an officer whereas i'm just a lowly man. it doesnt mean you're more competent than me or whatsoever. Its just luck to me seriously(not sour grape this time round ) . well there're of course i still respect some officers, they're obviously good enough to be a good leader.

6 months of my NSF is over. Been through relentless cycle of shits. Made true friends whom you know you can count on them when you need it.

Still got around 1 year 2 months to go and im gonna claim my biggest prize ever.

3rd - Single Life

Being single has its own pros and cons.

pros are, you can do whatever you want and whenever you want

cons are, you got no one to listen to you or go out with (esp NSF time) . it makes you feel fucking lonely at times.

Thats about it.

Stay tuned guys.

andddd

wait for it...

LEGENDARYYYYYY

2010-03-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

Toni Braxton - Yesterday



I gave you the benefit of the doubt
'Til you showed me what you were about
Your true colors came out

And your words couldn't hide the sin
'Cause the truth about where you been
Is in a fragrance I can't recognize

Just standing there, scratching your head
Bloodshot eyes, drunk with regret
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

I'm done with this, feeling like an idiot
Loving you, I'm over it
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

See you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say
You're so yesterday

Baby, what you're saying to me is
There's no more you and I
I couldn't get it right on yesterday
So kiss our tomorrows goodbye

Baby, love should brought me home
Should've just been a man about it
But now I'm crying like a baby
Girl, your love was like my blanket
Don't know what to do without it

I'm standing here, pleading my case
You don't care to hear what I say
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

My promises don't mean nothing
The end is so disgusting
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

Honey, you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say, so yesterday

And now you wanna reminisce
Say you wanna try again
It started with a little kiss
But we can't even be friends

No, no, now I never wanna see you
Never wanna feel you, never wanna hear you
I don't love you, don't need you
Can't stand you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

You, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
Don't wanna hear a thing you say

So yesterday, so yesterday
So yesterday, so yesterday


you you're so yesterdayyyyy

2010-02-20T11:47:00.000-08:00

Asher Roth - I Love College


[Intro]
I'm nice right now
I, I feel good
If you have a drink
Would you please put it in the air

[Chorus]
That party last night was awfully crazy
I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed
But my good friends is all i need
Pass out at 3 wake up at 10
Go out to eat then do it again

[Verse 1]
I wanna go to college for the rest of my life
Sip bankers club and drink miller lite
On thirsty thursday and tuesday night ice
And i can get pizza a dollar a slice
So fill up my cup
Lets get fucked up
I'm next on the table
Who want what
I am champion at beer pong
Allen Iverson Hakeem Olajuwon
Don't even bounce, not in my house
Better hope you make it
Otherwise you naked
Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted
Woke up today and all I could say is

[Chorus]
That party last night was awfully crazy
I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed
But my good friends is all i need
Pass out at 3 wake up at 10
Go out to eat then do it again

Man I love college
And I love drinking
I love women
I love college

[Verse 2]
I can't tell you what I learned from school
But I could tell you a story or two
Um yea of course I learned some rules
Like don't pass out with your shoes on
And don't leave the house till the booze gone
And don't have sex if shes too gone
When it comes to condoms put two on
Then tomorrow night find a new joint
Hold the beer bong
Nothing wrong with some fun
Even if we did get a little just too drunk

Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted
Woke up today and all I could say is

[Chorus]
That party last night was awfully crazy
I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed
But my good friends is all i need
Pass out at 3 wake up at 10
Go out to eat then do it again

Man I love college
And I love drinking
I love women
I love college

Now if everybody would please
Put their drink as high as they can
As high as they can
And repeat after me

CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG
CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG

FRESHMAN FRESHMAN FRESHMAN FRESHMAN

DO SOMETHIN CRAZY DO SOMETHIN CRAZY
DO SOMETHIN CRAZY DO SOMETHIN CRAZY

KEG STAND KEG STAND KEG STAND KEG STAND

Yea
That party last night
Man i love college
I love it
That party last night
Alright everybody
I gotta head back to class for a little bit

(chorus in background)

But after that
You know whats goin' down
My house and 3 kegs
See you there
You're all invited
Bring your friends
Bring your mom

Do I really have to graduate,
Or can i just stay here for the rest of my life

2010-01-30T09:41:00.000-08:00

Pixie Lott - Cry me out


I got your emails
You just don't get females
Now, do you?
What's in the heart
Is not in your head
Anyway

Mate, you're too late
And you weren't worth the wait
Now, were you?
It's out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now, I don't need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren't alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn't care
About who, what or where
We're through

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain't no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer's still the same
It's the way it is
I got to go

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

'Cause baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away


Reeve's life 30/01/2010

This is a must listen song before i go to sleep recently.
Anyway, some updates for the past few weeks happenings. 

I've kind of got used to the life in camp.
Chong pang is my official second camp.
tried their famous nasi lemak for 2 times within 3 weeks there. 
guess i will get sick it very soon.

Started to play l4d2 with my mates, comparing the old one and new one.
new one have much bigger and diffcult maps ah. 
it's good. girls should just play man.
as long you know how to hold a mouse. you can play. haha

Oh ya, one piece of good news.
My niece just stepped into this very earth. 
Her name is Charmaine.
She's really a adorable baby.
Post her pictures next time for you guys. haha.

Went prawning with secondary school mates on last last bookout,
As usual, I didn't manage to catch alot. But slight improvement from the previous 1
I caught 2. HAHAHAHAHAH. fucking loser man.
shall try again next time. hahaha


Had my Ippt test on last Thursday.
I must say i did well for it but apparently not well enough
I was short of few seconds in 2.4 km running to achieve GOLD and 200 bucks.
nevertheless, there's one year for me to take and take till i get my gold.
and i believe i will get it. 

I'm getting heavier too. haha
now weighting 60kg already.
my ideal weight would be 65 kg. 
maybe till that time, i would be too fat to jump around like monkey or frog. 

Also got the chance to have recreation time with my course mates during friday 
before book out.
Of course, i played my usual game, basketball.
it's been a long time since i felt good playing it.
and maybe i should dream big for it too. 

there are good and bad times inside the camp.
i guess i just make sure everyday is a fuck - free day.
don't do wrong things then you won't get fuck . haha
fuck as in get tekan for stupid things.

i'm kind of addicted to the word fuck.
whatever word related to that. i use it alot recently.
so please bear with it. hahah 

anyway, i've got one quote to share before i put a full stop for this post.

Without YOU -- dayz are "Sadday. moanday. tearsday. wasteday. thirstday. frightday

take care and have fun!

2010-01-16T11:15:00.001-08:00


JLS - Everybody in love


Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up

You know you need someone
When the need’s so strong
When they’re gone, you don’t know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come back

You accept that they’ve, got things to do
But sometimes in the end there’s nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I’ve done too much of it lately

Every minute's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
What else could it be
Missing you so deep
Long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

And even when we mad, and say we’re through
Deep inside you feel the same way I do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it’s harder trying to stay mad

I could tell you that you can’t stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That I’ll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away

Every minute's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
What else could it be
Missing you so deep
Long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up (put your hands up)

Every minute's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
What else could it be
Missing you so deep
Long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

2010-01-01T10:35:00.000-08:00

What is depression?

We all go through ups and downs in our mood. Sadness is a normal reaction to life’s struggles, setbacks, and disappointments. Many people use the word “depression” to explain these kinds of feelings, but depression is much more than just sadness.

Some people describe depression as “living in a black hole” or having a feeling of impending doom. However, some depressed people don't feel sad at all—instead, they feel lifeless, empty, and apathetic.

Whatever the symptoms, depression is different from normal sadness in that it engulfs your day-to-day life, interfering with your ability to work, study, eat, sleep, and have fun. The feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, and worthlessness are intense and unrelenting, with little, if any, relief.

Are you depressed?

If you identify with several of the following signs and symptoms, and they just won’t go away, you may be suffering from clinical depression.

you can’t sleep or you sleep too much
you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult
you feel hopeless and helpless
you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try
you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating
you are much more irritable and short-tempered than usual
you have thoughts that life is not worth living (Seek help immediately if this is the case)

Common signs and symptoms of depression

Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness. A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.
Loss of interest in daily activities. No interest in former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex. You’ve lost your ability to feel joy and pleasure.
Appetite or weight changes. Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.
Sleep changes. Either insomnia, especially waking in the early hours of the morning, or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).
Irritability or restlessness. Feeling agitated, restless, or on edge. Your tolerance level is low; everything and everyone gets on your nerves.
Loss of energy. Feeling fatigued, sluggish, and physically drained. Your whole body may feel heavy, and even small tasks are exhausting or take longer to complete.
Self-loathing. Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. You harshly criticize yourself for perceived faults and mistakes.
Concentration problems. Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.
Unexplained aches and pains. An increase in physical complaints such as headaches, back pain, aching muscles, and stomach pain.

I'm feeling those RED stuffs now. Sigh

2009-12-25T09:37:00.000-08:00

2009-12-17T21:40:00.000-08:00

Ippt Sliver

Marksmanship

SOC Passed

Hand Grenade Passed

In the end, I got a man vocation in air force.

Cannot accept it, Cannot take it.

Elliott Smith - Say Yes

2009-12-17T09:30:00.000-08:00

im in love with the world
through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after
we broke up a month ago
when i grew up i didn't know
i'd be around the morning after

it's always been wait and see
a happy day and then you pay
you feel like shit the morning after
now i feel changed around
and instead of falling down
im standing up the morning after

situations get fucked up
turned around sooner or later
i could be another fool
or an exception to the rule
you tell me the morning after

crooked spin can't come to rest
im damaged bad at best
she'll decide what she wants
i'll probably be the last to know
no one says until it shows
see how it is...
they want you or they dont
SAY YES
i'm in love with the world
through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after

2009-12-09T10:20:00.000-08:00

Anyway,
If you're man, you would properly support my say.
If you're woman, you would properly want to kick my ass

Have you ever felt that speechless feeling when you see someone, could be anyone you see on the streets, maybe your primary school friends, secondary school friends, in fact anybody.

You feel you're superior than them in as many ways as your brain juice could possibly squeeze off once you see them on your sights. However, the sad thing is you don't have what they want, (maybe at that moment)

He got a awesome car, yet you don't have.
You will say : It's okay, It is just his dad's car. I will have my car next time.
He got a pretty and hot girlfriend, yet you don't have.
You will say: How come he this kind of look also can get this hot girl, confirm use money and buy this girl a lot of branded stuff (it is a shallow thinking, but who the hell in this world don't judge by appearance)and by the way,
trying to make yourself feel better. you tell yourself you will make tons of money to make those girls come over and you will also think that you're more handsome than the guy.
Men's pride. HAHA

Above examples are all based the things i heard from my guys friends and me myself.

I don't know why girls always say that,
it's the feeling that matters, not how many stuffs the guy buy for them.
But guys like me just couldn't accept this answer. Plain Bullshit.
Money still have a say somewhere in a relationship.
No money how to watch movie?
No money how to even take a bus and meet your girlfriend?
No money how to surprise a girl?
No money how to eat?

I asked my female friends whether are they materialistic or not?
Occasionally, people will answer YES.
Most of the time, they will pretend and say "no no it's just feeling that matters" -_-""

If girls are not materialistic, why do every girl in this world want to marry a rich guy?
Every girl want to JIA GE YOU JIAN REN.
What happen to a poor man?

Human can manipulate feelings.
But who wins? Men or Women?

Men,
Have you ever came across this famous quote after you confessed to a girl?
" I didn't expect all this but we're just friends" if the girl is nice enough, you can add the word SORRY behind to make you feel better. HAHAH

It's true that men always get vex about two things.
Money and Women.

I don't know what am i writing also,
right or wrong.

In the end,
I've got no one to blame, it's just life. suck thumb :(

2009-11-26T09:00:00.000-08:00

Hi guys!

Hope everyone is doing well now! haha
just finish my ippt test today.
i think i've achieved a sliver again!
the timing for today 2.4km run is my career best!
however it was'nt enough to secure me a GOLD award.

so in conclusion, my 3 ippt taken in army. all are SLIVER! haha.
don't know whether to feel happy that i maintain the standard or sad that i didn't get a gold.

basically my army days in tekong are about 80 percent completed.
Left with SOC and 24km route march for the next 8 days.
Feel rather wasted that after 2 months of bonding with my section mates, we've to go our separate ways after POP! hopefully we can still stay in contact. haha.

nothing really's up during this long weekend.
hope to meet up with old peeps.

andddd i do realise something in army,
it gives you alot of TIME to think through everything.
everything is really like everything.
it's just like thoughts being overloaded in my brain at times.
i guess that is the period when you mature alot and become a MAN. haha

army aside,
i change my blog music to the remix version of wonder girls - nobody.
i think it's nicer compare to the orginal version.
hope you guys like it.

this weekend gonna be long and i shall enjoy it!
takecare people.

2009-11-20T10:57:00.000-08:00

army army army and more army.
nothing else but army. haha.

definitely got fitter through army training.
it's good i would say. help you to stay healthy.
don't have much time to find friends from different clique to chill out.
guess everyone is busy with their life.
hopefully we guys don't drift away too far.

having my situational and ippt tests next week.
i don't think i can get in ocs. sispec maybe. but definitely dont want to be a man. haha.
ippt sliver is not a problem, if i can get a gold.
means usian bolt is running for me. hahaha.

POP date is getting nearer. 8/12/2009
means i'm not anymore a recruit. HAHA.

however that's more to come for the coming years.
sian sian sian. haha.

alright people,
enough of updates.
hope to meet up with my pals soon.
takecare =)

2009-10-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone,
enlistment has been good so far.
hopefully i will pass out my BMT without any trouble.
get in to either sispec or ocs.

had my second book out today.
the feeling was rather normal.

weekends seems to rush nowadays.
everything must chiong chiong chiong.
didnt really wanan waste my weekend at home! haha.

anyway,
nothing much to update also
oh ya, had my 21st birthday in tekong. haha.
weird experience uh!
next time i tell my grandchild how suay am i. haha.

take care people!

I gotta feeling

2009-10-01T11:26:00.000-07:00

People people,

I will be away for my birthday chalet from 2nd to 4th October.
Those who are invited, i really hope to see you guys there.
Please don't disappoint me!

After my birthday chalet, i will be serving my nation very soon!
7th october 2009!

People who wanna meet up with me,
Please do so before that or else there isn't much time. HAHA

Alright.
See you guys then.

I gotta feeling that tonight is gonna be a good good night!

=)))))

2009-09-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hi people,

I'm back from taipei last wednesday.
Now im starting to plan for my 21st birthday which can be a total headache.
Some coming, some not coming.
Some say coming end up not coming.
sigh.

Anw,
i've posted a new song.
Backstreet boys - Straight through my heart.
Guess those club DJs will remix this version to a clubbing song.
Look forward to it.

I'm off for a run .
Gonna train up for army.
take care people.

Oh, my taiwan photos are up on my facebook.
check it out :)

2009-09-07T10:23:00.000-07:00

Takecare people, i'm off to taipei!
be back on the 16th!
hahaha

=)))

2009-09-03T22:14:00.001-07:00

End of the world? 2012?

2009-08-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

After watching the above video, i got a clearer picture of how's the world gonna be like during 2012.
Take a look people, it's quite interesting!

Arsenal is OWNing

2009-08-16T02:03:00.000-07:00

Watch it people!

Everton v Arsenal
by trexavio

2009-08-09T12:34:00.000-07:00

I gotta feeling that tonight is gonna be good night!

2009-07-31T10:06:00.001-07:00

Blogger is have some problem, like again and again.

Well well well,
NIKON D90 DSLR CAMERA,
PLAYSTATION PORTABLE,
IPOD TOUCH
IPHONE
ANY CAR.

Need to strike lottery in order to pamper myself with the items above.
HAHA.

Andddd,
i think there're few ways to identify a mainland chinese in Singapore.
1. They talk horribly loud on the phone in public, as if the receiver is deaf.
2. They always have this trendy red thread pendant hanging on their neck, Im sure some of you guys must have notice it.
3. They love to excerise like alot. You can always see them at parks, like those at my place.
4. They seriously have poor manners, you can see them lying everywhere on the bus or mrt. One day you might be able to see them lying on PAN ISLAND EXPRESSWAY! PIE!
5. They tend to voice out their unhappiness at work compare to those bangalas.
6. Their unique accent really differeniate singaporeans chinese and mainland chinese. HAHA!
7. I know it's redundant to say that they all have a china face. HAHA

Am i right?
Voice your opinions.

2009-07-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

Neyo - Part of the list

Smell of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare as if you see right through to my soul
To your left hip and the way it's not quite big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night
Not quiet type, your beautiful mind
They're all part of the list
things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon
I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep
Touching your face
Invading your space
They're part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Ohh
Will you live in my memories forevermore I swear
and you live in my memories forevermore I swear
They are part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa

2009-07-10T09:48:00.000-07:00

Always thought that the "friendship" i have with different kind of groups will stay strong if i keep making effort to organise outings or even a simple msn chat.

I always think as long as i put in effort to stay in contact, our friendship would always be there but definitely not as strong as before.
however, i was told by one of my friend that my this group of friends are just hanging by a few threads. it's just a matter of time that we gonna go separate ways.

i don't blame him for saying that,
maybe it's a fact that i try to ignore it unknowingly.
i'm quite upset actually.
to think that actually all the efforts made would be useless.

andddd,
i've decided to rant it out here
since the topic is about friendship. why not now?

I'm quite upset that my poly club mates didn't invite me go my club AGM.
okay, AGM is nothing actually.
it's just when i see all your pictures and you guys didn't even ask me about it.
i feel (^(*^(^&(*&(^(&)*).
i don't know am i feeling the right way.
it would just be so damn nice to have a short meet up session. FUCK

even if you guys assume that i won't go or whatsoever.
you could have just ask ?
even if i didn't make it for the AGM.
i might still be able to make it for the post outing, lots of pictures up on facebook uh?

is it that you guys don't know i exist.
or is it that you guys treat me as some passerby.
or i give you one reason, you guys conveniently forgot to ask me? WAHHHHHHHH
if my poly club mates choose any of the option above,
please tag it on my blog. i will fuck off myself. i mean it.

the stuff that i mentioned earlier plus the pattern my poly club mates showed,
how easy is it to EVEN believe that maybe some friendship are just hanging by a few threads.

my secondary school 5n1 people are like that.
my poly club mates are like that.
who's next??

i have tonnes of vulgar language to scold here actually, you all know i can.
i don't know whether i'm right to say this not,
but i know if you are true friend to me, i will do the same to you.
but if you don't. that's no point. please fuck off okay?
and just appreaciate the friendship you and i share, don't take it for granted.

to think that i should invite ALOT of people to invite for my 21st birthday.
guess now i might just have to cut down the number of people.

what's friendship? :(

2009-07-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

okay, it's been quite long since i last updated.
gonna post some bintan pictures later here.

life's been pretty fun filled until i started work. damn.
cannot complain much either. i've slacked long enough.

everything over at bintan are expensive.
be prepared to pay a high price for everything.
even luncheon meat which costs 2 dollar plus SGD.
they shoot the price up to 7 plus SGD.
imagine the other food prices. HAHA.

work's like boring. as usual.
but cannot do anything either.
just work and get the money for me to go taiwan or thailand! HAHA

alright.
gonna update a new song by PCD - Out of this club.
it's nice... hahaha.

soo enjoy the pictures people.
oh and anyway, i cutted botak! HAHAHA!

SPA WHICH COSTS PAIN ON MY LEG HAIR

WATER SPORTS PRICE LIST

Men in black in bintan! HAHA

Aiming with nothing. LAME SHOT

2009-06-13T09:13:00.001-07:00

Just find this NS video very funny, take a look!

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

2009-06-10T11:21:00.002-07:00

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
Then you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With very step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is goin' nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand
And show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fall to the land there to stand on the edge
What if today was as good as it gets
I don't know where the future's headin'
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every light
I've risked bein' safe and I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holdin' on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is goin' nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand
And show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause
There's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

風雲II

2009-06-10T11:21:00.001-07:00

Jack Johnson - Better together

2009-05-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

[Verse 1:]
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard,
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things,
Like a shoebox of photographs,
With sepiatone loving,
Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart ,
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy,
And sometimes life can be deceiving,
I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[Verse 2:]
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone,
When the morning light sings
And brings new things,
But tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too,
Too many things I have to do,
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'll be under the impression,
I was somewhere in-between
With only two,
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do,
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now

Yeah, it's always better when we're together
MMM, We're somewhere in-between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmmmm Mmmmm Mmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing,
We're better together

2009-05-23T12:32:00.001-07:00

I'm feeling down yet i'm pretending that i'm fine,
I don't know how to describe my feelings,
I'm just feeling unhappy.

Video on National Service Enlistment Day

2009-05-20T00:23:00.001-07:00

2009-05-19T12:02:00.001-07:00

Kat Deluna - Unstoppable


Chorus: You can talk all you want
But my skin is really thick
I'm the leader of the crowd
And my game is really sleak
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Lil Wayne:
Weezy F baby, Hello girl I got a black president in a yellow girl
In my red shoes and my swags so sick I need med school
I'm never make a bad move but I can make her bed move
You like my attitude, ain't nobody else on my magnitude
See ain't nothing stopping me, I feel like ain't nothing after me
Huh, Whatcha talking about kat? I ran in a bank and I walked out fat
Yeah and I walk it like I talk but I run this shit, yeah runnin like fawcet
I'm on the A list cause I'm awesome
young money

Chorus

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Now shake your body,
Like you got the jungle fever rushing through your veins
We gettin' crazy and the club is banging through your brain
When I say jump, you jump, jump is knockin knockin
I wanna see you jump like this beat is rockin'
You can't ride my bracelet, kinda fancy but it's hot
You wanna come along and see and holler at me
Maybe I lost it, maybe not cause I got game
Like a burning flame, yeah that's me, uh huh

Chorus

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader
Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader
Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader

Chorus

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

盧學叡 - 可不可以愛我

2009-05-02T13:21:00.000-07:00

people who visit my blog regularly should know that I'm kind of an English music person.
most of the time i listen to English songs.
however when comes to Chinese songs which really touch my heart,
I'm more than willing to recommend to you guys.

please enjoy the video I'm gonna post below.
watch it till the end.
my blessing is going out to
people who love someone yet don't dare to confess to him/her.
people who love someone yet are contented being their guardian angel.
people who love someone yet have no confidence in themselves that the person will feel the same way.

there's a Chinese saying which goes like,

世界最远的距离不是天涯海角, 而昰我站在你面前你不知道我爱你.

in english i think it's like,

the greatest distance in the world is not the end of the world, is that when I'm with you, you don't know i love you.

hope your ending won't be the same as the music video.

2009-04-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

you know i want cha

2009-04-27T12:00:00.000-07:00

simple makes life happier

2009-04-24T22:17:00.001-07:00

Good afternoon Mr REEVE SEAH CHONG LEE

Your enlistment date is on 07-Oct-2009. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2.

Damn,
I gonna spend my 21st birthday inside tekong!

2009-04-22T09:55:00.000-07:00

Work is ending tomorrow,
Oh my god. I'm gonna be jobless again.
Slacking at home ain't a very good idea.

Suddenly miss those poly days.
Crazy things we used to do all that time,
Skipped lecture as a whole gang,
Whistle at girls like nobody business.
Acting like an idiot in everyone eyes.

Well you don't know what you got until it gone.
This is the feeling!

When I'm still studying, I was hoping to get out of poly ASAP.
Now I'm out, I miss my poly life. DAMN.

Anyway, neither Airforce call nor any Unis send me any letters yet.
If i can get in Uni, that will be a very special 21st birthday present.

Speaking of 21st birthday,
It's less than 6 months that i will be celebrating the start of my adulthood.
I'm able to do anything at all costs, only to bear responsibility.

Do listen to the Miley Cyrus - The Climb.
It's very nice =)

Bye people!

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

2009-04-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
*I may not know it 
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause...

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

2009-04-12T09:46:00.001-07:00

Some people are born to be millionaire's son.
Some people are born to be beggar's son.

Can anyone tell me why?

Not saying beggar's son won't live a better life than a millionaire's son or vice versa.

We people need to be satisfy in many ways,
Love
Family
Material
Friends and many more.

Beggar's son and Millionaire's son get the same love from parents,
get the friends they're supposed to have etc.

How about material?
A simple birthday situation.

Millionaire's son can hold his birthday on a yacht, inviting all those people who thinks they're glamorous.
On contrast, Beggar's son might not even have a birthday cake on the special day.

Why? Why? Why?
Why is there a huge difference?
Because one is loaded , one is pauper.

Simple ways of living life has it own contentment.
Buttttt Who doesn't want to be rich?

buy everything, anything he/she likes. - unlimited credit card limit
do anything, everything he/she likes without worring the consequences. - plenty of bucks to pay lawyer to fight for them.

What did the beggar's son did in past life? Killed someone?
What did the millionaire's son did in past life? Sacrifice itself to allow other lives?

Maybe there's recarination, retribution.
I don't know

One thing i know is,

Life's unfair. :(

You cannot choose where you're born, But you can choose how should you live your life.

2009-03-31T11:58:00.000-07:00

Some funny videos to share! =)

2009-03-30T10:47:00.000-07:00

it's so awful this time

2009-03-24T12:28:00.000-07:00

Suddenly have this pool of emotions filling up my mind,
need to take it off before i can turn in properly.

anyway, get straight to the point.
seriously i got this thinking from the movie marley&me.
it gives me the thought that life is like buying vehicle.
i dont know whether im right or not, but who gives a shit.
it's my blog. haha.

when you were just married,
you usually will choose a motorbike or hatchback/sedan car.
small yet spacious enough for two person.
those sweet loving moment you guys will share in the car.

second stage is when you're having kids.
you will start to look out for cars which are bigger.
like those 7 seaters kinda thing.
the kids fighting behind the seats,
you and your wife sighing away while driving to the next location.
it's kinda of like a step by step thing.

the things that im experiencing now,
it's the same. step by step.
i'm getting older.
need to be responsible for my actions or else people will start shooting at you like as if you're osama.

then most likely get myself hatchback car, small yet more than enough.
when i get married someday and have kids,
it's time to change to a bigger car.

i don't know, maybe i just need to prepare for all this.
you know the getting old thing.
kinda turn off.

anyway,
some updates to my boring life.
i'm rotting day by day.
decomposing a little and a little.

i cannot find jobs, those suitable ones.
how i wish i could work while waiting for army.
i'm leading a dead man kinda life.

sleep late at night, wake up late in the afternoon.
watch online tv, go for swimming at least once a week.
got myself those gastric problem for skipping breakfast.
people have brunch on sunday. i had it almost everyday! wtf.
i said almost, because when i cannot take it anymore.
i would walk to the nearest food center and buy takeaway.
although i said it's the nearest, it seems like i'm walking to changi just to get the food into my mouth so that my stomach won't give me any trouble. HAHA
and the food there is repetitive and plain boring.
Chinese style,
you either have chicken rice or wanton noodles.
i kinda hate chicken now. i think it's the boring-est meat i ever had.

as the days draw nearer to my army days, i'm hoping to get into the July intake.
it's kinda explainable that how dreadful if i got a job now.
people usually slack enough before they go to army.
then again, how irony. NO JOB NO MONEY.
it's cruel yet so true.
no job, no money, don't even have chicken to eat. HAHA.

April's coming soon.
Hope it would be a fruitful month.

Anyway gonna take some cash from Singapore pools.
Wish me lucks people.
Till then see ya! :)

PS : Watch Marley & Me. It's great movie.

2009-03-17T00:38:00.001-07:00

We the Kings - Secret Valentine. :)

Soft kiss and wine
What a pretty friend of mine
We’re finally intertwined
Nervous and shy
For the moment we will come
Alive
Tonight
Secret valentine

We’ll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

Lay down, be still
Don’t worry, talk they will
I’ll be loving you until
Morning’s first light
Breaks tomorrow, I’ll take care
Of you
Tonight
Secret valentine

We’ll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

When guilt fills your head
Brush off, rise up from the dead
This is
The moment that we
Will come alive
Brace yourself for love
Sweet love
Secret love

We’ll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

We’ll write a song (we’ll write a song)
That turns out the lights (turns out the lights)
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
(Nothing at all)
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
(Nothing at all)
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all
Nothing at all

2009-03-10T09:26:00.001-07:00

This video below is a game show from Taiwan called 天才冲冲冲,
one of its program is to use English to describe the words on the screen for the another partner to guess it.
its like a picture dictionary game.

and its super funny.
those who dont know Chinese might not understand because some of them uses English in a super creative plus funny way.
but still you guys can still watch it.

please pause the music first man!

enjoy man!
if you like it, youtube has more of it. HAHA

Dead And Gone :)

2009-03-07T11:55:00.000-08:00

I think T.I is using this song to express his feelings,
Listen it with the lyrics. 
Great duet with Justin Timberlake.
They're the absolutely best. 



[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 1 - T.I.]:
Ever had one of dem days you wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on
You walk by they get wrong you reply then shit get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush em
Figure you get jumped hell thats next
They dont wanna stop they're now they bustin
Now you gushin, ambulance rushin you to the hospital
with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down
now ya wheel chair bound
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started you fussin with 3 guys
nigga ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way
you could fuck around get shot die anyday
Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money
dice game ordinary hood shit
Could this be cuz of hip hop music
or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually niggas don't know what to do
when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blow I guess,
from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 2 - T.I.]:
I ain't never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't next thing ya know we cappin
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back get sad
Maybe my homeboy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga walkin out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his jaw, cost me more
I'da took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Justin Timberlake]:
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, but thatnew me will be alright
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, but that new me will be alright

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

2009-03-02T10:41:00.001-08:00

Late in the night,
I'm bored as hell.
Chew is sleeping like a log now, damn

Was very looking forward to holidays during the stressful exam week.
But it didn't turn out very well.
I'm like rotting, bored. damn sian.
always stuck inside my room, thinking what am i gonna do next.

Thinking to go out with peers.
Then again don't want to waste money.
I tried finding jobs but it seems the economic downturn has hit us quite hard.
none of those agent reply my mail nor give me a call, which is the total opposite situation one year ago.
I will still try to find work before i start to serve my nation.

Result will be out on 18th march.
Hope nothing dramatic will happen, i'm hoping a gpa of at least 3.3
if possible, i wanna hit 3.5.
hope lah people.

Didn't drive for quite some time.
Fears to get lost touch. But parents doesn't seems to understand. Sigh.

Well, i just finished watching YES MAN by Jim carrey.
It's a nice movie, nice plot.
it shows that most of us reject request more than we agree to them.
indeed, we should start saying yes to the people around us.
maybe there will be tremendous change in your life.

anyway, i'm change my blog title.
check it out people

alright, i'm getting seriously bored.
gonna turn to my dreamland zooming with my mini cooper.
see you guys.

check out the video on the previous post.
it's quite interesting.
:)

2009-03-02T06:28:00.001-08:00

Guys if you want to know why the world is having the worst economic downturn,
maybe you should take a look at this video.
very interesting plus giving a clear picture of credit crisis.
Watch it people!! hahah

The Crisis of Credit Visualized from Jonathan Jarvis on Vimeo.

2009-02-18T09:58:00.000-08:00

"When I was a child, I spoke as a child,
I understood as a child, I thought as a child:
but when I became a man, I put away childish things"

1 Corinthians 13:11

2009-02-17T09:06:00.000-08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I think this is quite true.
You guys should go try it.

http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear

:)

2009-02-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

Actually i know this shit from someone recently,
I decided to forgive and forget.
Apparently, I just couldn't do it man.

I fucking cannot stand this kind of shits.
I hate people to do this to me.
Don't forget to invite me then give me crap reason okay?

I fucking pissed.
Trust me, I bear grudges.
Who's good to me, Who's bad to me.
I remember deep down in my heart.
I will return to you someday if you ever let me down.

I'm disappointed in you that actually these few years of friendship accounted for nothing,
I look upon you as my good friend, but you failed me terribly bad.
Although it just a 21st birthday, you didn't even bother to invite me.
which i remember your special day and wished you a happy birthday.

I really tried to take it easy but i think i really cannot.
Now I know how much this friendship is worth towards you.

I will treat you the same way you treated me.
Don't worry.

as hard as i try my best to maintain the good friendship with you guys, you all try as hard to push me away from it.

Fucking pissed now!
Fuck off . KNN

2009-02-15T11:24:00.000-08:00

Picture from NBA.COM

This little guy in NBA call Nate Robinson AKA KryptoNATE has a height of 175cm and the most surprisingly fact is he can jump vertically 110cm which is 1.1metre.

He has two sprite slam dunk champion under his belt. And I will be putting some youtube link of his slam dunks. Please don't doubt him.

I absolutely admire him of his vertical leap, I wish i was a real human frog.
then hell yeah i'm gonna break the basketball ring. HAHA.

He teaches tall people not to look down on short people which is something category i have fallen under. i'm not that short lah.. 170cm kayy!!

Basketball not all about tall people kay,you must have some shorts ones to compensate the slow speed, reaction, agility of tall ones.

Nate Blocks Yao Ming In the Face!!!

Nate's Top 10 Dunks

NBA Slam Dunk Contest 2009

Enjoy :)

T.I.feat Justin Timberlake - Dead & Gone 2009 Grammy Awards Live Performances

2009-02-10T08:53:00.000-08:00

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 1 - T.I.]:
Ever had one of dem days you wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on
You walk by they get wrong you reply then shit get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush em
Figure you get your hair? that next
They dont wanna stop there now they buzzin
Now you gushin, ambulance rushin you to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive, Just think it all started you fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way you could fuck around get shot die anyday
Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money dice game ordinary hood shit
Could this be cuz of hip hop music or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually niggas don't know what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blow I guess, from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 2 - T.I.]:
I ain't never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't next thing ya know we cappin
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back just sad
Maybe my homeboy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga walkin out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job, cost me more
I'da took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Justin Timberlake]:
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

In case anyone don't understand what is TI rapping about,
the lyrics is up there.
My latest favorite song man.

think before i make mistake for my family sake

2009-02-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

NeYo - Make It Work

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems, thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
how we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
but we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves(hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always bekisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
what you found(wat u found)
Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
but i'm around(but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
baby realize...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work...oh
we gotta make it work...oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh

Thick and thin,(ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
but we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work..oh

2009-01-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

I saw this question from a movie,
which apparently i cannot remember which one.
thought it might be interesting, so i decided to share with you with guys.

The Question

Why do i always fall for the bad person when i know he/she isn't good?

The Answer

Because you're hoping you are wrong,
and every time the person does something that that tells he/she is no good, you'd ignore it
and every time the person comes through and surprises you, she wins you over
and you lose that argument with yourself that the person is not for you.

True? HAHA :)

Eliza Bennett - My declaration

2009-01-24T10:43:00.000-08:00

hello people,
are you guys waiting for my post?
HAHA.
here you go.

Chinese new year is just like one day away,
money money money come to me.
thats what most of us are waiting for, isnt it?

year of ox,
will it be a better year or a lousier one?
i hope mr obama can do something to help the world.
he really can speak inspirationally, got the Hitler's style of influencing people's mind.

i'm like gonna get out of poly in 4 weeks time including two weeks of examination.
and holy mother fucking shit,
i will be having 5 set of papers this semester.

so i only got two more weeks to spend my time school.
gonna play hard man! haha
end my poly life in a high note.
so next time can tell my grandchildren the crazy things i did in poly?
HAHAHAHAH!!

so far, my poly ain't that bad too.
got to know some friends whom i know,
no matter what happens, they're there for me.
people like,
denan,oliver,miswan,eugene,andre and many more.

talking about the negative side,
i met
people who're full of themselves,
people who're always free loading on others,
people who're always being an ass or fucker.
and blah blah...

nonetheless,
poly taught me a lot.
it will be useful when i step into the working society.

and people
if you can, just work in polys.
any polys!
i think the people who works there,
are fucking slack and they fucking just get good pay.
trust me man.

anyway,
i'm lazy to update any further.
so see you guys soon.
happy chinese new year again.
ang baos ang baos i'm coming. HAHA

Life is a riddle and Love is a maze

2009-01-11T10:15:00.000-08:00

Lenka - The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

2009-01-03T13:15:00.001-08:00

Sometimes no matter how hard you grab on to something; anything.
you still lose it in the end.
eg; family, friends and everything.

2009-01-01T08:23:00.000-08:00

Haven't been updating for awhile,
Quite a Tuas regular recently due to FYP.
Finally it's coming to an end,
Hopefully everything turns out well during SPINNOVEX!
Come down and support if you guys can uh!
I'm gonna enjoy myself next week,
talk as much craps as i can.
enjoy the week to the fullest!

2009 will be the year that
I've graduated from Singapore Poly, Time seriously flies,
I still remember clearly what happened on the first day of my poly life.

and there it goes.
Few more weeks and I'm out. Got to know some really good peers and hopefully we will stay in contact even after graduation.

Also,
I will be enlisting,
Hopefully i will get my desired position.

This year will be a turning point for me as many things will change.
People change,
Things change,
World's constantly changing.

Enough of craps,
I don't know what i'm typing. HAHA

See you people at SPINNOVEX AKA SP OPEN HOUSE!
WILL UPLOAD PICTURES!
STAY TUNED PEOPLE! HAHA

2008-12-15T07:00:00.001-08:00

the more advance the medical technology, the more complex the diseases get.
agree?

2008-12-12T23:13:00.001-08:00

the feeling of passing driving is damn great, but the feeling of passing driving without a car to drive around is super fuck up.

2008-12-02T08:55:00.000-08:00

Presenting to you, the SP MASK RIDERS!

Just kidding,
we were having our cleanroom practical, so we had to be properly gowned before we could enter.
next time if anyone of you work in this type of place, you will have wear this rider suit during work! hair net, gloves, shoes cover.

cover you from top to toe! :)

2008-11-25T04:17:00.000-08:00

Decided to share a real life story that happen to my family today. 25/11/2008

Today when i was having lunch with clare at clementi,
my sister called me, saying that did i owe loan shark or be guarantor for anyone?
i said i didn't.

She told me that someone called my mother asking for ransom because i'm the guarantor for twenty thousand dollar.
According to my mum, there was a man crying and weeping like some fucking bitch on the phone whom happens to me in the situation, asking for my mum help blah blah.
They still demand my mum to remit the money to their account number in china
My mum almost fell for their trick to pay the ransom in order save me from misery, if not for my sister my mum would have lost the money for some sick bastard jerks.

i just want to say that,

the someone are from china and in fact the syndicate are from china!!!
not forgetting my mum has high blood pressure.
if anything happen to her due to this, what am i suppose to do?
kill every china man i see on the street? insane!

what i can say is,
they're seriously son of the bitch.
I'm seriously angry and upset about this.

Okay, I understand that not all china people are like that.
However it is those fucking black sheep who cause their own reputation to go down.

In ancient times, China people do pay super attention towards their reputation.
Has their milk or eggs cause their brains gone wrong or something?
I just dont understand.

I just hope that the china's authorities will look into this,
get on with their bad milk and eggs history.

Do something to show the world in order to restore our faith towards you.

DAMN.

2008-11-20T07:10:00.000-08:00

NeYo - Mad
I think this song is pretty cool, take a listen people.

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

2008-11-18T08:26:00.001-08:00

I have got one question to ask everyone.

The situation goes like this,

Imagine your mother work as a dish cleaner in your school food court,
Those dish cleaner referring to those who comes to you and clear the plates.

Question is,
How will you react to this?

Will you never step inside the food court anymore and choose elsewhere to eat?
Will you pretend that she doesn't exist when she approach you while you're hanging out with your friends?
Will you accept it graciously?
Will you ask her to quit her job to save yourself some face?

Think about it,
I'm so curious about your answer.

CIAOS

I'm so into KUEH TUTU nowadays.

2008-11-16T08:38:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Oliver,

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

1. I enjoy playing variety of sports; basketball and soccer
2. I love to gamble ah! HAHAHA
3. I don't smoke, although i got the bad kid look. HAHA
4. I cannot drink, i will get rashes DAMN!
5. I tend to be impulsive at times.
6. I love to sleep a lot, like a lot!
7. I'm a thinker
8. I want to be successful in the future.
9. At times i wonder who are those friends that will really stand by me when i'm down
10. I believe guys can never fully understand girls and vice versa.

I'm lazy to tag people,
Do if you are bored.

:)

2008-11-12T05:45:00.001-08:00

hey people,
i'm back.
sorry for not updating regularly.
as you can see,
busy man. HAHA

anyway, was suppose to have street soccer competition today
unfortunately it was raining heavily.
the sky seems to turn dark even before night time.
so, it will be postponed to tomorrow.
and i'm playing basketball competition on next Monday.
wish me lucks uh!! come down support yeah! hahaha

so well,
denan and i went to support clare for her sports day 4* 100m relay race.
initially, we were standing near the staff center restaurant, hoping to catch a glimpse of the race.
in the end, clare didn't disappoint me yeah.
her team came first!
i saw her running, like zoom zoom.

i wanted to congratulate her personally,
so without a second thought, we ran across the stadium like we're running a race.
not forgetting,
many thanks to denan who accompanied me even though he's sick.
and remember people,it's raining and weather wasn't that good!

after that,
we ran back to the staff center despite super big rain.
we were like the only two idiots who ran across lah, (trying to become the next usian bolt)
but i swear it was damn funny and something worth to remember for life.

not only did clare's team won 4*100,
they grab the gold medal for 4 *400 too!

so
attention people,
next time if wanna rob bank without a vehicle,
can consider hiring her team for the job. HAHA.

well,
I've a funny video to show you guys,
it contains offensive stuff towards women.
so if you ladies in reeve's house cannot take those things,
please dont try to act brave and click the PLAY button.
i dont want to you curse me. HAHA

Enjoy if you enjoy!

Show Me Your Genitals

oh ya,
listen to my new blog song.
SPOTLIGHT! :)

stay tuned peeps

2008-11-03T08:40:00.000-08:00

The Script - I'm Yours

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours

This is a emotional song.
I think it's trying to describe the feeling of one being inferior when in a relationship.
Often we see a handsome dude with a not a pretty girl or a pretty girl with a not so handsome dude.

We tend to wonder why on earth they will be together,
he or she deserve someone better?

I guess
In the eyes of a lover, pimples are just dimples :)

The guy or girl i'm talking about might not reach our expectations.
Nevertheless, We're not any better

Comment if you enjoy the song
Take care people

2008-10-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY REEVE SEAH

Many thanks to people who've wished me :)

2008-10-19T11:06:00.000-07:00

I swear this kid is freaking cute,
Watch it or else you will regret!!!

2008-10-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

hey people,

i'm back from camp, social chalet.
had a eventful week.
went to wild wild wet during chalet for the first time.
will update some pictures when i get them.

tomorrow marks the first day of my last semester in poly.
gonna graduate and go for my army.
things gonna change drastically.
no more sleeping during lectures, no more late excuses.

i have one thing to talk about today.

we do hear people grumble about their relationship
however we often judge the other party as the main asshole of the whole thing.

nonetheless,people do say things in a way which you will side for them.
when your friends come complaining about their relationship,
don't push the blame to other party.
because that would be so unfair.

it takes two hand to clap.
somehow somewhat your friends action or words might accidentally trigger the argument.
i think we should just listen to their whining and dont judge on anyone.
because you never know,
what you say or suggest might affect the whole thang!!

i'm listening to Jay new songs.
god damn it, it's nice, emotional, well wrote lyrics and AWESOME.
it's time for some chinese songs in my mp3.
break time for those hiphop, r&b music, gangsta music. (thats what my friends commented on my music)

okays,
i'm off to bed now.
see ya people.
work hard for the coming semester! :)

sometime no matter how tired you are, you still gonna hang on there.

When reeve gets bored~~~ aahaha

2008-10-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your
blog
___________________________________________________________________

Starting time: 1450
Name: Reeve Seah Chong Lee
Sisters: 1
Brothers:
Shoe size: 9 half
Height: 170cm. believe it or not. HAHAH
Where do you live: Taman Jurong
Favourite drinks: Anything
Favourite breakfast: Fried butterfly bun

Have you ever

Been on a plane: Sadly, NOT YET.
Swam in the ocean: Yeah
Fallen asleep at school: Piece of cake
Broken someone's heart: Should have lah, hahahah
Fell off your chair: Once or twice
Waited for someone to call: Definitely
Saved emails: Yahhh
What is your room like: room with bed? wtf is this question
What's right beside you: phone, mp3, glass of water etc
What is the last thing you ate: Minced PORK noodles

Ever had

Chicken pox: Yes!
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: Appendix operation
Broken nose: Nope

Do you

Believe in love at first sight: Yes, but it wont last. aahaha
Like picnics: go feed mosquitoes for what?

Who was/were the last person

You danced with: Maybe denan or whoever?
Last made you smile: Clare Chew
You last yelled at: Sister

Today did you

Talk to someone you like: Yes
Kissed anyone: No.
Get sick: Nope
Talk to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Yes
Eat: Yes, had my lunch
Best feeling in the world: Lying on my bed
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes, clare's barney
What's under your bed: dust
Who do you really hate: no one in mind
What time is it now: 1456

Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yesh
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Definitely.
Do you smile often: Most of the times
Do you like your hand-writing: Cannot make it
Are your toe nails painted: nope.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Mummy
What color shirt are you wearing now: Lime
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: Napping
When did you cry last: forget
Are you a friendly person: Depends. HAHAHA
Do you have any pets? Nope leh. wish to have a dog. haha
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Working?
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: Nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: Yes. hahaha
What are you doing right now: blogging, listening to music
Have you ever crawled through a window: Nope
Can you handle the truth: try my best
Are you too forgiving: Forgive but dont forget easily. hahahaha
Are you closer to your mother or father? My Mother lah!!!
Who was the last person you cried in front of: forget, hahahaha
How many people can you say you've really loved: 2
Do you eat healthy: See my mood
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: dont think so
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yeah
IF you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Play basketball
Are you confident: Nope

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1. Having my appendix operation at KK hospital
2. Trying to become the next Li Jia Wei
3. Fought with someone in the school field
4. Holding my shit from jurong to bukit panjiang. HAHAHA classic one
5. Pikachu i choose you!! hahahaha

5 things on my to-do list today

1. Pick her from school
2. Get enough rest
3. Watch soccer?
4. Dont starve myself
5. do some housechores

5 snacks I enjoy

I dont really like to eat snacks.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1. Buy mini cooper
2. Visit the Brooklyn brigde
3. Improve my complexion
4. Around the world in 100 days.
5. Let my mum enjoy life

5 of my bad points

1. Paranoid
2. Impulsive
3. Bad tempered
4. Sensitive
5. Too Vuglar

5 people I tag

Clare
Chaeng
Gary Koh
Shanling
Anyone else who is bored. HAHAHA

2008-09-21T00:46:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of update.

Work is ending in two weeks time.
Cannot wait for it to come.
After that it is, ICE CAMP and MM chalet.
Quite packed uh.

FYP is a pain in the ass, seriously.
SP should ban this module man.
somemore is 6 credit units.
SI MI LAN?

oh, got back my result.
freaking hell, didnt expect it to be so low.
i seriously work hard for it.
in the end,
what modules i'm confident in, didn't score too well.
never mind then.

it's done and dusted.
cannot change anything.

and, went chinese garden with chew,
so damn adorable lah.
the black bird, frog, hello kitty and co.
should go and take a look people.

anyway, its just 5 mins walk from my house.
maybe the only benefit in staying taman jurong uh?

well,
i got myself a Nike lanyard, chew has it too.
and a new backpack. gonna use it when school starts.
my last semester in poly.
hopefully i can graduate without any problems.

DIPLOMA IN MECHANICAL ENGINEERING WITH PHARMACEUTICAL OPTION

sounds cool uh?
aiya, dream on reeve
almost everyone can be a diploma holder now.

anddd
share with you guys one awesome lucky thing.
yesterday i went to place bet for liverpool vs stoke.
actually wanted to bet 5 goals.
then clare passed me her red ink pen.
then again, i realized they dont accept red link pen.
so clare copied my bet in another bet slip while i study for another match,
and you know what.

i drew wrongly and clare copied perfectly.
and what the hell.
we won.
in the end we got ourself a bet slip
half time full time
draw-draw

5 bucks we won 47.50.
HAHAHA
freaking delighted.

oh ya.
listen to my new blog song.
its niceeee. :)

takecare people

2008-09-13T13:32:00.000-07:00

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
im standing there
on a balcony of summer air

see the lights,
see the party the ball gowns
i see you make your way through the crowd
you say hello
little did i know

that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase
begging you please don’t go, and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know
so close your eyes
lets keep this down for a little while
cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me
and i was begging you please don’t go and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels
this love is difficult, but its so real
don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone
i love you and thats all I really know
i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress
its a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, yes

it's a love story, baby just say yes~~

Money Honey

2008-09-08T11:21:00.000-07:00

As I'm staring through this fire
It's too late to make you mine
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted
And as both our worlds fall down
We have lost and we have found
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted

I've made mistakes, that I can't erase
I've made mistakes

If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes

Oh I should have seen the signs
Now we're falling back in time
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted
And I'm trying to right this wrong
So I need you to be strong
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted

I've made mistakes, that I can't erase
I've made mistakes

If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes

Ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know
So let it go
ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you,
Ive made mistakes
that I can't erase
Ive made mistakes

If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes

Ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know
So let it go
ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know

Guys, do you think this song is meaningful?
Comments please! hahah

2008-09-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

I love the current blog song,
it makes me HIGH!

RSAF OPEN HOUSE 08

2008-08-31T02:19:00.001-07:00

Went for Air Force Open House 08,
Saw quite alot of planes , jet
F16, black knight, black hawk.

Some pictures to share you guys!

I had a taste of the fat pig plane, HAHa

See you people!

2008-08-24T14:13:00.000-07:00

Come Home - One Republic


[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I'm young
For speaking out of turn
There's someone I've been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They're in their own place trying to make it right
But I'm tired of justifying
So i say you'll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I've ever known
So come home
Oooh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain't as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I'm just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I've ever known
Ever known
So come home
Ooh

[Interlude]
Everything i can't be
Is everything you should be
And that's why i need you here
Everything i can't be
Is everything you should be
And that's why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I've ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home




I will visit the Brooklyn bridge one day

2008-08-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

Greetings People.

To those who are stress up over exams,
WORK HARD AND GOOD LUCK.

i'm having my first and last paper on wednesday.
wish me lucks then.

Anyway, shall update what I've been up to lately.

I just finish watching the season one of gossip girl.
okays, you might think that it's a girly show which is not suitable for guys.
don't be a sexist. no one will produce a show which is entirely for woman.

i find it reflects a little or two in our teenage life,
not in the sense of the endless flow of money they have in the show.

watch it and see if i'm right about this show.
those who have time or what.
go catch it free online.
IT"S FREE! hahah

oh next,
i recently watched part of the ndp rally because i didn't have any choice,
as all channels were broadcasting that.

one point i feel slightly uneasy is,
our government said that last time they reduces the COE of cars,
so people could owns cars.

now, too many people are having cars
so there comes our ERPs.
it is all over the place; hope those drivers haven't get their pocket burn yet

and now,
there's a concern over the increasing number of foreigners in Singapore.
okays. government said that they improves our economy
which is something i dont understand how they helped us.

i meant how?
stealing jobs from low level educated Singaporeans?
talking loudly in the public transport as if they are transparent?

come on,
Singaporeans are all cheapos,
they're well known for their kiasu-NESS

give you an example,
if you are a boss of a small food stall?
will you employ a Singapore which costs you 1000 a month
and if you're those kind enough boss. you will top up their CPF for them.
or rather maybe you don't have a choice because it's law.

or else. there is an alternative.
which is hire foreigners for about $700 to $800 a month which can do the same job as a singapoearn,
and the bonus is you dont even have to pay top up their CPF?

be honest,
which one will you choose?
i'm gonna choose foreigner over singaporeans if i'm boss.
they can both perform the same level of jobs,
but one thing. they require lesser salary.

HUMAN NATURE ; selfish

what if next time the number of foreigner is too much?
i think maybe we should come up with some HUMAN ERPs system,
small little small red gantries, stating "pay as you go"

to city ; two dollar
to jurong ; 1.50
to eunos ; 1.50
weekends are free for all.

maybe afterall it will control the flow of foreigner? HAHA

the point i want to stress is,
our policy maybe wrong; like reducing COE of cars.
but it takes time to identify it and solve it ; ERPs

some goes for the increasing number of foreginers.
maybe i'm wrong.
but we shall see uh.

nevertheless,
you cannot compensate what time have already taken of us.

in future, i will try my best to emigrate to other country.

till then,
stay tuned. :)

and LEAVE A COMMENT! :)

tongue tied

2008-08-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

Tongue tied by Faber Drive
is an awesome song.

Spare a few minute listening to it people.

Good lucks for people taking their exams.

oh YA!

WONDERFUL LUCKS TO CHEW!! :)

Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit and every time that I try I get tongue tied