Pixie Lott - Cry me out

I got your emails
You just don't get females
Now, do you?
What's in the heart
Is not in your head
Anyway

Mate, you're too late
And you weren't worth the wait
Now, were you?
It's out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now, I don't need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren't alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn't care
About who, what or where
We're through

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain't no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer's still the same
It's the way it is
I got to go

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

'Cause baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away


Reeve's life 30/01/2010

This is a must listen song before i go to sleep recently.
Anyway, some updates for the past few weeks happenings. 

I've kind of got used to the life in camp.
Chong pang is my official second camp.
tried their famous nasi lemak for 2 times within 3 weeks there. 
guess i will get sick it very soon.

Started to play l4d2 with my mates, comparing the old one and new one.
new one have much bigger and diffcult maps ah. 
it's good. girls should just play man.
as long you know how to hold a mouse. you can play. haha

Oh ya, one piece of good news.
My niece just stepped into this very earth. 
Her name is Charmaine.
She's really a adorable baby.
Post her pictures next time for you guys. haha.

Went prawning with secondary school mates on last last bookout,
As usual, I didn't manage to catch alot. But slight improvement from the previous 1
I caught 2. HAHAHAHAHAH. fucking loser man.
shall try again next time. hahaha


Had my Ippt test on last Thursday.
I must say i did well for it but apparently not well enough
I was short of few seconds in 2.4 km running to achieve GOLD and 200 bucks.
nevertheless, there's one year for me to take and take till i get my gold.
and i believe i will get it. 

I'm getting heavier too. haha
now weighting 60kg already.
my ideal weight would be 65 kg. 
maybe till that time, i would be too fat to jump around like monkey or frog. 

Also got the chance to have recreation time with my course mates during friday 
before book out.
Of course, i played my usual game, basketball.
it's been a long time since i felt good playing it.
and maybe i should dream big for it too. 

there are good and bad times inside the camp.
i guess i just make sure everyday is a fuck - free day.
don't do wrong things then you won't get fuck . haha
fuck as in get tekan for stupid things.

i'm kind of addicted to the word fuck.
whatever word related to that. i use it alot recently.
so please bear with it. hahah 

anyway, i've got one quote to share before i put a full stop for this post.

Without YOU -- dayz are "Sadday. moanday. tearsday. wasteday. thirstday. frightday

take care and have fun!

JLS - Everybody in love


Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up

You know you need someone
When the need’s so strong
When they’re gone, you don’t know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come back

You accept that they’ve, got things to do
But sometimes in the end there’s nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I’ve done too much of it lately

Every minute's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
What else could it be
Missing you so deep
Long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

And even when we mad, and say we’re through
Deep inside you feel the same way I do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it’s harder trying to stay mad

I could tell you that you can’t stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That I’ll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away

Every minute's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
What else could it be
Missing you so deep
Long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up (put your hands up)

Every minute's like an hour
Every hour's like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
What else could it be
Missing you so deep
Long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

What is depression?

We all go through ups and downs in our mood. Sadness is a normal reaction to life’s struggles, setbacks, and disappointments. Many people use the word “depression” to explain these kinds of feelings, but depression is much more than just sadness.

Some people describe depression as “living in a black hole” or having a feeling of impending doom. However, some depressed people don't feel sad at all—instead, they feel lifeless, empty, and apathetic.

Whatever the symptoms, depression is different from normal sadness in that it engulfs your day-to-day life, interfering with your ability to work, study, eat, sleep, and have fun. The feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, and worthlessness are intense and unrelenting, with little, if any, relief.

Are you depressed?

If you identify with several of the following signs and symptoms, and they just won’t go away, you may be suffering from clinical depression.

• you can’t sleep or you sleep too much
• you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult
• you feel hopeless and helpless
• you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try
• you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating
• you are much more irritable and short-tempered than usual
• you have thoughts that life is not worth living (Seek help immediately if this is the case)

Common signs and symptoms of depression

• Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness. A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.
• Loss of interest in daily activities. No interest in former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex. You’ve lost your ability to feel joy and pleasure.
• Appetite or weight changes. Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.
• Sleep changes. Either insomnia, especially waking in the early hours of the morning, or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).
• Irritability or restlessness. Feeling agitated, restless, or on edge. Your tolerance level is low; everything and everyone gets on your nerves.
• Loss of energy. Feeling fatigued, sluggish, and physically drained. Your whole body may feel heavy, and even small tasks are exhausting or take longer to complete.
• Self-loathing. Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. You harshly criticize yourself for perceived faults and mistakes.
• Concentration problems. Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.
• Unexplained aches and pains. An increase in physical complaints such as headaches, back pain, aching muscles, and stomach pain.

I'm feeling those RED stuffs now. Sigh