Ippt Sliver

Marksmanship

SOC Passed

Hand Grenade Passed

In the end, I got a man vocation in air force.

Cannot accept it, Cannot take it.

Elliott Smith - Say Yes

im in love with the world
through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after
we broke up a month ago
when i grew up i didn't know
i'd be around the morning after

it's always been wait and see
a happy day and then you pay
you feel like shit the morning after
now i feel changed around
and instead of falling down
im standing up the morning after

situations get fucked up
turned around sooner or later
i could be another fool
or an exception to the rule
you tell me the morning after

crooked spin can't come to rest
im damaged bad at best
she'll decide what she wants
i'll probably be the last to know
no one says until it shows
see how it is...
they want you or they dont
SAY YES
i'm in love with the world
through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after

Anyway,
If you're man, you would properly support my say.
If you're woman, you would properly want to kick my ass

Have you ever felt that speechless feeling when you see someone, could be anyone you see on the streets, maybe your primary school friends, secondary school friends, in fact anybody.

You feel you're superior than them in as many ways as your brain juice could possibly squeeze off once you see them on your sights. However, the sad thing is you don't have what they want, (maybe at that moment)

He got a awesome car, yet you don't have.
You will say : It's okay, It is just his dad's car. I will have my car next time.
He got a pretty and hot girlfriend, yet you don't have.
You will say: How come he this kind of look also can get this hot girl, confirm use money and buy this girl a lot of branded stuff (it is a shallow thinking, but who the hell in this world don't judge by appearance)and by the way,
trying to make yourself feel better. you tell yourself you will make tons of money to make those girls come over and you will also think that you're more handsome than the guy.
Men's pride. HAHA

Above examples are all based the things i heard from my guys friends and me myself.

I don't know why girls always say that,
it's the feeling that matters, not how many stuffs the guy buy for them.
But guys like me just couldn't accept this answer. Plain Bullshit.
Money still have a say somewhere in a relationship.
No money how to watch movie?
No money how to even take a bus and meet your girlfriend?
No money how to surprise a girl?
No money how to eat?

I asked my female friends whether are they materialistic or not?
Occasionally, people will answer YES.
Most of the time, they will pretend and say "no no it's just feeling that matters" -_-""

If girls are not materialistic, why do every girl in this world want to marry a rich guy?
Every girl want to JIA GE YOU JIAN REN.
What happen to a poor man?

Human can manipulate feelings.
But who wins? Men or Women?

Men,
Have you ever came across this famous quote after you confessed to a girl?
" I didn't expect all this but we're just friends" if the girl is nice enough, you can add the word SORRY behind to make you feel better. HAHAH


It's true that men always get vex about two things.
Money and Women.

I don't know what am i writing also,
right or wrong.

In the end,
I've got no one to blame, it's just life. suck thumb :(

Hi guys!

Hope everyone is doing well now! haha
just finish my ippt test today.
i think i've achieved a sliver again!
the timing for today 2.4km run is my career best!
however it was'nt enough to secure me a GOLD award.

so in conclusion, my 3 ippt taken in army. all are SLIVER! haha.
don't know whether to feel happy that i maintain the standard or sad that i didn't get a gold.

basically my army days in tekong are about 80 percent completed.
Left with SOC and 24km route march for the next 8 days.
Feel rather wasted that after 2 months of bonding with my section mates, we've to go our separate ways after POP! hopefully we can still stay in contact. haha.

nothing really's up during this long weekend.
hope to meet up with old peeps.

andddd i do realise something in army,
it gives you alot of TIME to think through everything.
everything is really like everything.
it's just like thoughts being overloaded in my brain at times.
i guess that is the period when you mature alot and become a MAN. haha

army aside,
i change my blog music to the remix version of wonder girls - nobody.
i think it's nicer compare to the orginal version.
hope you guys like it.

this weekend gonna be long and i shall enjoy it!
takecare people.

army army army and more army.
nothing else but army. haha.

definitely got fitter through army training.
it's good i would say. help you to stay healthy.
don't have much time to find friends from different clique to chill out.
guess everyone is busy with their life.
hopefully we guys don't drift away too far.

having my situational and ippt tests next week.
i don't think i can get in ocs. sispec maybe. but definitely dont want to be a man. haha.
ippt sliver is not a problem, if i can get a gold.
means usian bolt is running for me. hahaha.

POP date is getting nearer. 8/12/2009
means i'm not anymore a recruit. HAHA.

however that's more to come for the coming years.
sian sian sian. haha.

alright people,
enough of updates.
hope to meet up with my pals soon.
takecare =)

Hello everyone,
enlistment has been good so far.
hopefully i will pass out my BMT without any trouble.
get in to either sispec or ocs.

had my second book out today.
the feeling was rather normal.

weekends seems to rush nowadays.
everything must chiong chiong chiong.
didnt really wanan waste my weekend at home! haha.

anyway,
nothing much to update also
oh ya, had my 21st birthday in tekong. haha.
weird experience uh!
next time i tell my grandchild how suay am i. haha.

take care people!

I gotta feeling

People people,

I will be away for my birthday chalet from 2nd to 4th October.
Those who are invited, i really hope to see you guys there.
Please don't disappoint me!

After my birthday chalet, i will be serving my nation very soon!
7th october 2009!

People who wanna meet up with me,
Please do so before that or else there isn't much time. HAHA

Alright.
See you guys then.

I gotta feeling that tonight is gonna be a good good night!

=)))))

Hi people,

I'm back from taipei last wednesday.
Now im starting to plan for my 21st birthday which can be a total headache.
Some coming, some not coming.
Some say coming end up not coming.
sigh.

Anw,
i've posted a new song.
Backstreet boys - Straight through my heart.
Guess those club DJs will remix this version to a clubbing song.
Look forward to it.

I'm off for a run .
Gonna train up for army.
take care people.

Oh, my taiwan photos are up on my facebook.
check it out :)

Takecare people, i'm off to taipei!
be back on the 16th!
hahaha

=)))

End of the world? 2012?

After watching the above video, i got a clearer picture of how's the world gonna be like during 2012.
Take a look people, it's quite interesting!

Arsenal is OWNing

Watch it people!

Everton v Arsenal
by trexavio

I gotta feeling that tonight is gonna be good night!

Blogger is have some problem, like again and again.

Well well well,
NIKON D90 DSLR CAMERA,
PLAYSTATION PORTABLE,
IPOD TOUCH
IPHONE
ANY CAR.

Need to strike lottery in order to pamper myself with the items above.
HAHA.

Andddd,
i think there're few ways to identify a mainland chinese in Singapore.
1. They talk horribly loud on the phone in public, as if the receiver is deaf.
2. They always have this trendy red thread pendant hanging on their neck, Im sure some of you guys must have notice it.
3. They love to excerise like alot. You can always see them at parks, like those at my place.
4. They seriously have poor manners, you can see them lying everywhere on the bus or mrt. One day you might be able to see them lying on PAN ISLAND EXPRESSWAY! PIE!
5. They tend to voice out their unhappiness at work compare to those bangalas.
6. Their unique accent really differeniate singaporeans chinese and mainland chinese. HAHA!
7. I know it's redundant to say that they all have a china face. HAHA

Am i right?
Voice your opinions.

Neyo - Part of the list

Smell of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare as if you see right through to my soul
To your left hip and the way it's not quite big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night
Not quiet type, your beautiful mind
They're all part of the list
things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon
I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep
Touching your face
Invading your space
They're part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Ohh
Will you live in my memories forevermore I swear
and you live in my memories forevermore I swear
They are part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa

Always thought that the "friendship" i have with different kind of groups will stay strong if i keep making effort to organise outings or even a simple msn chat.

I always think as long as i put in effort to stay in contact, our friendship would always be there but definitely not as strong as before.
however, i was told by one of my friend that my this group of friends are just hanging by a few threads. it's just a matter of time that we gonna go separate ways.

i don't blame him for saying that,
maybe it's a fact that i try to ignore it unknowingly.
i'm quite upset actually.
to think that actually all the efforts made would be useless.

andddd,
i've decided to rant it out here
since the topic is about friendship. why not now?

I'm quite upset that my poly club mates didn't invite me go my club AGM.
okay, AGM is nothing actually.
it's just when i see all your pictures and you guys didn't even ask me about it.
i feel (^(*^(^&(*&(^(&)*).
i don't know am i feeling the right way.
it would just be so damn nice to have a short meet up session. FUCK

even if you guys assume that i won't go or whatsoever.
you could have just ask ?
even if i didn't make it for the AGM.
i might still be able to make it for the post outing, lots of pictures up on facebook uh?

is it that you guys don't know i exist.
or is it that you guys treat me as some passerby.
or i give you one reason, you guys conveniently forgot to ask me? WAHHHHHHHH
if my poly club mates choose any of the option above,
please tag it on my blog. i will fuck off myself. i mean it.

the stuff that i mentioned earlier plus the pattern my poly club mates showed,
how easy is it to EVEN believe that maybe some friendship are just hanging by a few threads.

my secondary school 5n1 people are like that.
my poly club mates are like that.
who's next??

i have tonnes of vulgar language to scold here actually, you all know i can.
i don't know whether i'm right to say this not,
but i know if you are true friend to me, i will do the same to you.
but if you don't. that's no point. please fuck off okay?
and just appreaciate the friendship you and i share, don't take it for granted.

to think that i should invite ALOT of people to invite for my 21st birthday.
guess now i might just have to cut down the number of people.

what's friendship? :(

okay, it's been quite long since i last updated.
gonna post some bintan pictures later here.

life's been pretty fun filled until i started work. damn.
cannot complain much either. i've slacked long enough.

everything over at bintan are expensive.
be prepared to pay a high price for everything.
even luncheon meat which costs 2 dollar plus SGD.
they shoot the price up to 7 plus SGD.
imagine the other food prices. HAHA.

work's like boring. as usual.
but cannot do anything either.
just work and get the money for me to go taiwan or thailand! HAHA

alright.
gonna update a new song by PCD - Out of this club.
it's nice... hahaha.

soo enjoy the pictures people.
oh and anyway, i cutted botak! HAHAHA!

SPA WHICH COSTS PAIN ON MY LEG HAIR

WATER SPORTS PRICE LIST

Men in black in bintan! HAHA

Aiming with nothing. LAME SHOT

Just find this NS video very funny, take a look!

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
Then you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With very step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is goin' nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand
And show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fall to the land there to stand on the edge
What if today was as good as it gets
I don't know where the future's headin'
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every light
I've risked bein' safe and I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holdin' on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is goin' nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand
And show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause
There's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

風雲II

Jack Johnson - Better together

[Verse 1:]
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard,
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things,
Like a shoebox of photographs,
With sepiatone loving,
Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart ,
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy,
And sometimes life can be deceiving,
I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[Verse 2:]
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone,
When the morning light sings
And brings new things,
But tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too,
Too many things I have to do,
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'll be under the impression,
I was somewhere in-between
With only two,
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do,
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now

Yeah, it's always better when we're together
MMM, We're somewhere in-between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmmmm Mmmmm Mmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing,
We're better together

I'm feeling down yet i'm pretending that i'm fine,
I don't know how to describe my feelings,
I'm just feeling unhappy.

Video on National Service Enlistment Day

Kat Deluna - Unstoppable


Chorus: You can talk all you want
But my skin is really thick
I'm the leader of the crowd
And my game is really sleak
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Lil Wayne:
Weezy F baby, Hello girl I got a black president in a yellow girl
In my red shoes and my swags so sick I need med school
I'm never make a bad move but I can make her bed move
You like my attitude, ain't nobody else on my magnitude
See ain't nothing stopping me, I feel like ain't nothing after me
Huh, Whatcha talking about kat? I ran in a bank and I walked out fat
Yeah and I walk it like I talk but I run this shit, yeah runnin like fawcet
I'm on the A list cause I'm awesome
young money

Chorus

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Now shake your body,
Like you got the jungle fever rushing through your veins
We gettin' crazy and the club is banging through your brain
When I say jump, you jump, jump is knockin knockin
I wanna see you jump like this beat is rockin'
You can't ride my bracelet, kinda fancy but it's hot
You wanna come along and see and holler at me
Maybe I lost it, maybe not cause I got game
Like a burning flame, yeah that's me, uh huh

Chorus

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader
Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader
Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader

Chorus

Said, you ready for tomorrow?
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable, unstoppable

盧學叡 - 可不可以愛我

people who visit my blog regularly should know that I'm kind of an English music person.
most of the time i listen to English songs.
however when comes to Chinese songs which really touch my heart,
I'm more than willing to recommend to you guys.

please enjoy the video I'm gonna post below.
watch it till the end.
my blessing is going out to
people who love someone yet don't dare to confess to him/her.
people who love someone yet are contented being their guardian angel.
people who love someone yet have no confidence in themselves that the person will feel the same way.

there's a Chinese saying which goes like,

世界最远的距离不是天涯海角, 而昰我站在你面前你不知道我爱你.

in english i think it's like,

the greatest distance in the world is not the end of the world, is that when I'm with you, you don't know i love you.






hope your ending won't be the same as the music video.

you know i want cha

simple makes life happier

Good afternoon Mr REEVE SEAH CHONG LEE

Your enlistment date is on 07-Oct-2009. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2.

Damn,
I gonna spend my 21st birthday inside tekong!

Work is ending tomorrow,
Oh my god. I'm gonna be jobless again.
Slacking at home ain't a very good idea.

Suddenly miss those poly days.
Crazy things we used to do all that time,
Skipped lecture as a whole gang,
Whistle at girls like nobody business.
Acting like an idiot in everyone eyes.

Well you don't know what you got until it gone.
This is the feeling!

When I'm still studying, I was hoping to get out of poly ASAP.
Now I'm out, I miss my poly life. DAMN.


Anyway, neither Airforce call nor any Unis send me any letters yet.
If i can get in Uni, that will be a very special 21st birthday present.

Speaking of 21st birthday,
It's less than 6 months that i will be celebrating the start of my adulthood.
I'm able to do anything at all costs, only to bear responsibility.

Do listen to the Miley Cyrus - The Climb.
It's very nice =)

Bye people!

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
*I may not know it 
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause...

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Some people are born to be millionaire's son.
Some people are born to be beggar's son.

Can anyone tell me why?

Not saying beggar's son won't live a better life than a millionaire's son or vice versa.

We people need to be satisfy in many ways,
Love
Family
Material
Friends and many more.

Beggar's son and Millionaire's son get the same love from parents,
get the friends they're supposed to have etc.

How about material?
A simple birthday situation.

Millionaire's son can hold his birthday on a yacht, inviting all those people who thinks they're glamorous.
On contrast, Beggar's son might not even have a birthday cake on the special day.

Why? Why? Why?
Why is there a huge difference?
Because one is loaded , one is pauper.

Simple ways of living life has it own contentment.
Buttttt Who doesn't want to be rich?

buy everything, anything he/she likes. - unlimited credit card limit
do anything, everything he/she likes without worring the consequences. - plenty of bucks to pay lawyer to fight for them.


What did the beggar's son did in past life? Killed someone?
What did the millionaire's son did in past life? Sacrifice itself to allow other lives?

Maybe there's recarination, retribution.
I don't know

One thing i know is,

Life's unfair. :(


You cannot choose where you're born, But you can choose how should you live your life.

Some funny videos to share! =)

it's so awful this time

Suddenly have this pool of emotions filling up my mind,
need to take it off before i can turn in properly.

anyway, get straight to the point.
seriously i got this thinking from the movie marley&me.
it gives me the thought that life is like buying vehicle.
i dont know whether im right or not, but who gives a shit.
it's my blog. haha.

when you were just married,
you usually will choose a motorbike or hatchback/sedan car.
small yet spacious enough for two person.
those sweet loving moment you guys will share in the car.

second stage is when you're having kids.
you will start to look out for cars which are bigger.
like those 7 seaters kinda thing.
the kids fighting behind the seats,
you and your wife sighing away while driving to the next location.
it's kinda of like a step by step thing.

the things that im experiencing now,
it's the same. step by step.
i'm getting older.
need to be responsible for my actions or else people will start shooting at you like as if you're osama.

then most likely get myself hatchback car, small yet more than enough.
when i get married someday and have kids,
it's time to change to a bigger car.

i don't know, maybe i just need to prepare for all this.
you know the getting old thing.
kinda turn off.

anyway,
some updates to my boring life.
i'm rotting day by day.
decomposing a little and a little.

i cannot find jobs, those suitable ones.
how i wish i could work while waiting for army.
i'm leading a dead man kinda life.

sleep late at night, wake up late in the afternoon.
watch online tv, go for swimming at least once a week.
got myself those gastric problem for skipping breakfast.
people have brunch on sunday. i had it almost everyday! wtf.
i said almost, because when i cannot take it anymore.
i would walk to the nearest food center and buy takeaway.
although i said it's the nearest, it seems like i'm walking to changi just to get the food into my mouth so that my stomach won't give me any trouble. HAHA
and the food there is repetitive and plain boring.
Chinese style,
you either have chicken rice or wanton noodles.
i kinda hate chicken now. i think it's the boring-est meat i ever had.

as the days draw nearer to my army days, i'm hoping to get into the July intake.
it's kinda explainable that how dreadful if i got a job now.
people usually slack enough before they go to army.
then again, how irony. NO JOB NO MONEY.
it's cruel yet so true.
no job, no money, don't even have chicken to eat. HAHA.

April's coming soon.
Hope it would be a fruitful month.

Anyway gonna take some cash from Singapore pools.
Wish me lucks people.
Till then see ya! :)

PS : Watch Marley & Me. It's great movie.

We the Kings - Secret Valentine. :)

Soft kiss and wine
What a pretty friend of mine
We’re finally intertwined
Nervous and shy
For the moment we will come
Alive
Tonight
Secret valentine

We’ll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

Lay down, be still
Don’t worry, talk they will
I’ll be loving you until
Morning’s first light
Breaks tomorrow, I’ll take care
Of you
Tonight
Secret valentine

We’ll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

When guilt fills your head
Brush off, rise up from the dead
This is
The moment that we
Will come alive
Brace yourself for love
Sweet love
Secret love

We’ll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

We’ll write a song (we’ll write a song)
That turns out the lights (turns out the lights)
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
(Nothing at all)
Don’t waste your time
Speed up your breathing
(Nothing at all)
Just close your eyes
We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all
Nothing at all

This video below is a game show from Taiwan called 天才冲冲冲,
one of its program is to use English to describe the words on the screen for the another partner to guess it.
its like a picture dictionary game.

and its super funny.
those who dont know Chinese might not understand because some of them uses English in a super creative plus funny way.
but still you guys can still watch it.

please pause the music first man!

enjoy man!
if you like it, youtube has more of it. HAHA

Dead And Gone :)

I think T.I is using this song to express his feelings,
Listen it with the lyrics. 
Great duet with Justin Timberlake.
They're the absolutely best. 



[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 1 - T.I.]:
Ever had one of dem days you wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on
You walk by they get wrong you reply then shit get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush em
Figure you get jumped hell thats next
They dont wanna stop they're now they bustin
Now you gushin, ambulance rushin you to the hospital
with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down
now ya wheel chair bound
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started you fussin with 3 guys
nigga ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way
you could fuck around get shot die anyday
Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money
dice game ordinary hood shit
Could this be cuz of hip hop music
or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually niggas don't know what to do
when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blow I guess,
from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 2 - T.I.]:
I ain't never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't next thing ya know we cappin
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back get sad
Maybe my homeboy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga walkin out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his jaw, cost me more
I'da took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Justin Timberlake]:
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, but thatnew me will be alright
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, but that new me will be alright

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

Late in the night,
I'm bored as hell.
Chew is sleeping like a log now, damn

Was very looking forward to holidays during the stressful exam week.
But it didn't turn out very well.
I'm like rotting, bored. damn sian.
always stuck inside my room, thinking what am i gonna do next.

Thinking to go out with peers.
Then again don't want to waste money.
I tried finding jobs but it seems the economic downturn has hit us quite hard.
none of those agent reply my mail nor give me a call, which is the total opposite situation one year ago.
I will still try to find work before i start to serve my nation.

Result will be out on 18th march.
Hope nothing dramatic will happen, i'm hoping a gpa of at least 3.3
if possible, i wanna hit 3.5.
hope lah people.

Didn't drive for quite some time.
Fears to get lost touch. But parents doesn't seems to understand. Sigh.

Well, i just finished watching YES MAN by Jim carrey.
It's a nice movie, nice plot.
it shows that most of us reject request more than we agree to them.
indeed, we should start saying yes to the people around us.
maybe there will be tremendous change in your life.

anyway, i'm change my blog title.
check it out people

alright, i'm getting seriously bored.
gonna turn to my dreamland zooming with my mini cooper.
see you guys.

check out the video on the previous post.
it's quite interesting.
:)

Guys if you want to know why the world is having the worst economic downturn,
maybe you should take a look at this video.
very interesting plus giving a clear picture of credit crisis.
Watch it people!! hahah


The Crisis of Credit Visualized from Jonathan Jarvis on Vimeo.

"When I was a child, I spoke as a child,
I understood as a child, I thought as a child:
but when I became a man, I put away childish things"

1 Corinthians 13:11

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I think this is quite true.
You guys should go try it.

http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear


:)

Actually i know this shit from someone recently,
I decided to forgive and forget.
Apparently, I just couldn't do it man.

I fucking cannot stand this kind of shits.
I hate people to do this to me.
Don't forget to invite me then give me crap reason okay?

I fucking pissed.
Trust me, I bear grudges.
Who's good to me, Who's bad to me.
I remember deep down in my heart.
I will return to you someday if you ever let me down.

I'm disappointed in you that actually these few years of friendship accounted for nothing,
I look upon you as my good friend, but you failed me terribly bad.
Although it just a 21st birthday, you didn't even bother to invite me.
which i remember your special day and wished you a happy birthday.

I really tried to take it easy but i think i really cannot.
Now I know how much this friendship is worth towards you.

I will treat you the same way you treated me.
Don't worry.

as hard as i try my best to maintain the good friendship with you guys, you all try as hard to push me away from it.

Fucking pissed now!
Fuck off . KNN

Picture from NBA.COM

This little guy in NBA call Nate Robinson AKA KryptoNATE has a height of 175cm and the most surprisingly fact is he can jump vertically 110cm which is 1.1metre.

He has two sprite slam dunk champion under his belt. And I will be putting some youtube link of his slam dunks. Please don't doubt him.

I absolutely admire him of his vertical leap, I wish i was a real human frog.
then hell yeah i'm gonna break the basketball ring. HAHA.


He teaches tall people not to look down on short people which is something category i have fallen under. i'm not that short lah.. 170cm kayy!!

Basketball not all about tall people kay,you must have some shorts ones to compensate the slow speed, reaction, agility of tall ones.

Nate Blocks Yao Ming In the Face!!!



Nate's Top 10 Dunks



NBA Slam Dunk Contest 2009




Enjoy :)

T.I.feat Justin Timberlake - Dead & Gone 2009 Grammy Awards Live Performances

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 1 - T.I.]:
Ever had one of dem days you wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on
You walk by they get wrong you reply then shit get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush em
Figure you get your hair? that next
They dont wanna stop there now they buzzin
Now you gushin, ambulance rushin you to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive, Just think it all started you fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way you could fuck around get shot die anyday
Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money dice game ordinary hood shit
Could this be cuz of hip hop music or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually niggas don't know what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blow I guess, from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 2 - T.I.]:
I ain't never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't next thing ya know we cappin
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back just sad
Maybe my homeboy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga walkin out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job, cost me more
I'da took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

[Justin Timberlake]:
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]:
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

In case anyone don't understand what is TI rapping about,
the lyrics is up there.
My latest favorite song man.

think before i make mistake for my family sake

NeYo - Make It Work

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems, thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
how we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
but we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves(hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always bekisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
what you found(wat u found)
Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
but i'm around(but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
baby realize...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work...oh
we gotta make it work...oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh

Thick and thin,(ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
but we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work..oh 

I saw this question from a movie,
which apparently i cannot remember which one.
thought it might be interesting, so i decided to share with you with guys.

The Question

Why do i always fall for the bad person when i know he/she isn't good?

The Answer

Because you're hoping you are wrong,
and every time the person does something that that tells he/she is no good, you'd ignore it
and every time the person comes through and surprises you, she wins you over
and you lose that argument with yourself that the person is not for you.

True? HAHA :)


Eliza Bennett - My declaration

hello people,
are you guys waiting for my post?
HAHA.
here you go.

Chinese new year is just like one day away,
money money money come to me.
thats what most of us are waiting for, isnt it?

year of ox,
will it be a better year or a lousier one?
i hope mr obama can do something to help the world.
he really can speak inspirationally, got the Hitler's style of influencing people's mind.


i'm like gonna get out of poly in 4 weeks time including two weeks of examination.
and holy mother fucking shit,
i will be having 5 set of papers this semester.

so i only got two more weeks to spend my time school.
gonna play hard man! haha
end my poly life in a high note.
so next time can tell my grandchildren the crazy things i did in poly?
HAHAHAHAH!!

so far, my poly ain't that bad too.
got to know some friends whom i know,
no matter what happens, they're there for me.
people like,
denan,oliver,miswan,eugene,andre and many more.


talking about the negative side,
i met
people who're full of themselves,
people who're always free loading on others,
people who're always being an ass or fucker.
and blah blah...

nonetheless,
poly taught me a lot.
it will be useful when i step into the working society.

and people
if you can, just work in polys.
any polys!
i think the people who works there,
are fucking slack and they fucking just get good pay.
trust me man.

anyway,
i'm lazy to update any further.
so see you guys soon.
happy chinese new year again.
ang baos ang baos i'm coming. HAHA

Life is a riddle and Love is a maze

Lenka - The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Sometimes no matter how hard you grab on to something; anything.
you still lose it in the end.
eg; family, friends and everything.

Haven't been updating for awhile,
Quite a Tuas regular recently due to FYP.
Finally it's coming to an end,
Hopefully everything turns out well during SPINNOVEX!
Come down and support if you guys can uh!
I'm gonna enjoy myself next week,
talk as much craps as i can.
enjoy the week to the fullest!


2009 will be the year that
I've graduated from Singapore Poly, Time seriously flies,
I still remember clearly what happened on the first day of my poly life.

and there it goes.
Few more weeks and I'm out. Got to know some really good peers and hopefully we will stay in contact even after graduation.

Also,
I will be enlisting,
Hopefully i will get my desired position.

This year will be a turning point for me as many things will change.
People change,
Things change,
World's constantly changing.

Enough of craps,
I don't know what i'm typing. HAHA

See you people at SPINNOVEX AKA SP OPEN HOUSE!
WILL UPLOAD PICTURES!
STAY TUNED PEOPLE! HAHA