well long time didn't update this blog.

hope there're still audience patiently tuning to this.

let me break up my current life into 3 parts.

1st - Family

Family kinda screwed up to me now.

I have this feeling that im glad that i have a stay in vocation rather than stay out.

guess how bad it is people.

also got nothing much to speak about it. it's quite pointless.

2rd - NS life

Basically Ns life is just sucking thumbs for me.

Whenever there're instructions or orders from the superiors that you really hate to do it.

you gotta to. if not they gonna threaten you with this and that.

just suck thumb and do.

im not so much into whining about how come i didnt get into combined school. i meant. FOR WHAT. you guys might say im sour grape. maybe i am .

eventually ORD or ROD is the biggest prize you can get in national service.

not 3rd sergeant or big shot officers .

after Ord (except those signing on for life) , you can tell people you're an officer whereas i'm just a lowly man. it doesnt mean you're more competent than me or whatsoever. Its just luck to me seriously(not sour grape this time round ) . well there're of course i still respect some officers, they're obviously good enough to be a good leader.

6 months of my NSF is over. Been through relentless cycle of shits. Made true friends whom you know you can count on them when you need it.

Still got around 1 year 2 months to go and im gonna claim my biggest prize ever.

3rd - Single Life

Being single has its own pros and cons.

pros are, you can do whatever you want and whenever you want

cons are, you got no one to listen to you or go out with (esp NSF time) . it makes you feel fucking lonely at times.

Thats about it.

Stay tuned guys.

andddd

wait for it...

LEGENDARYYYYYY

Toni Braxton - Yesterday

I gave you the benefit of the doubt
'Til you showed me what you were about
Your true colors came out

And your words couldn't hide the sin
'Cause the truth about where you been
Is in a fragrance I can't recognize

Just standing there, scratching your head
Bloodshot eyes, drunk with regret
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

I'm done with this, feeling like an idiot
Loving you, I'm over it
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

See you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say
You're so yesterday

Baby, what you're saying to me is
There's no more you and I
I couldn't get it right on yesterday
So kiss our tomorrows goodbye

Baby, love should brought me home
Should've just been a man about it
But now I'm crying like a baby
Girl, your love was like my blanket
Don't know what to do without it

I'm standing here, pleading my case
You don't care to hear what I say
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

My promises don't mean nothing
The end is so disgusting
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

Honey, you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say, so yesterday

And now you wanna reminisce
Say you wanna try again
It started with a little kiss
But we can't even be friends

No, no, now I never wanna see you
Never wanna feel you, never wanna hear you
I don't love you, don't need you
Can't stand you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

You, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
Don't wanna hear a thing you say

So yesterday, so yesterday
So yesterday, so yesterday


you you're so yesterdayyyyy

Asher Roth - I Love College


[Intro]
I'm nice right now
I, I feel good
If you have a drink
Would you please put it in the air

[Chorus]
That party last night was awfully crazy
I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed
But my good friends is all i need
Pass out at 3 wake up at 10
Go out to eat then do it again

[Verse 1]
I wanna go to college for the rest of my life
Sip bankers club and drink miller lite
On thirsty thursday and tuesday night ice
And i can get pizza a dollar a slice
So fill up my cup
Lets get fucked up
I'm next on the table
Who want what
I am champion at beer pong
Allen Iverson Hakeem Olajuwon
Don't even bounce, not in my house
Better hope you make it
Otherwise you naked
Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted
Woke up today and all I could say is

[Chorus]
That party last night was awfully crazy
I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed
But my good friends is all i need
Pass out at 3 wake up at 10
Go out to eat then do it again

Man I love college
And I love drinking
I love women
I love college

[Verse 2]
I can't tell you what I learned from school
But I could tell you a story or two
Um yea of course I learned some rules
Like don't pass out with your shoes on
And don't leave the house till the booze gone
And don't have sex if shes too gone
When it comes to condoms put two on
Then tomorrow night find a new joint
Hold the beer bong
Nothing wrong with some fun
Even if we did get a little just too drunk

Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted
Woke up today and all I could say is

[Chorus]
That party last night was awfully crazy
I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed
But my good friends is all i need
Pass out at 3 wake up at 10
Go out to eat then do it again

Man I love college
And I love drinking
I love women
I love college

Now if everybody would please
Put their drink as high as they can
As high as they can
And repeat after me

CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG
CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG

FRESHMAN FRESHMAN FRESHMAN FRESHMAN

DO SOMETHIN CRAZY DO SOMETHIN CRAZY
DO SOMETHIN CRAZY DO SOMETHIN CRAZY

KEG STAND KEG STAND KEG STAND KEG STAND

Yea
That party last night
Man i love college
I love it
That party last night
Alright everybody
I gotta head back to class for a little bit

(chorus in background)

But after that
You know whats goin' down
My house and 3 kegs
See you there
You're all invited
Bring your friends
Bring your mom

Do I really have to graduate,
Or can i just stay here for the rest of my life