sorry folks for not updating.
doubt anyone reads it anyway!
if you do,
leave me some comment!!

anyway,
school is getting boring and boring.
projects and assignment are piling up like mount everest.
but i'm slacking like crazy.
the amount of classes that i skipped, WA LA LA man.

recently,
seeing people to achieve what they wanted.
makes me feel speechless.

i think you guys ever wonder why this why that,
ultimately you cannot give yourself a good answer.

some people got strong and good finanical background.
some people got smooth and nice FACES.
some people got tall and nice body.

why is it people can get what they want but i cant?
even though i can, i gotta work real hard for it.
and im getting tired of this.

they said,
people who get what they want in their life,
doesnt cherish it.
who the fuck says that man?

how you know they dont?
you say that just to make yourself feel better.
what the fuck
damn.

i know life's unfair.
but why why why must it always be me?

is god doing something up there or are they drinkin kopi and eating roti?

life has ups and downs.
i have enough of my downs.
so please give me some UPs.

DAMN