it's been awhile since the last post,

27 days more till my official ord date.

it's faster than i expected.

although nsf like us always want to ORD as soon as possible.

when the date draw nearer, i feel lost.

ns life is pretty relax. thats why it make us dumb.

just follow instruction and do. not your problem then dont give a shit.

i miss those days we talk cock sing song in bunk.

it's like a routine for us during an exercise

eat at chong pang hawker center before we start an exercise.

eat chong pang nasi lemak and tau huay whenever we finish an exercise.

damn i miss those days.

i've watched a couple of thailand movies.

one in particular is a movie called crazy little thing call love.

really awesome and simple story line. you guys should watch it.

beside that, i'm following khuntoria on WGM.

nickhun is freaking handsome and victoria is equally sweet.

i hope they won't leave WGM for the time being.

thats about it. =)

YongSeo Couple, We Got Married

To start off,

I shall share some pictures and music videos with you guys.

Hope you all like it. Saranghaeyo =)

I'm very happy that my friend introduce me this variety show.

Might came a little lag. But still, I managed to complete it in 4 days.

Truthfully, I really love them being together.

It might be fake because they were being film all the time. Throughout this 1 year plus relationship.

From strangers, close friends and finally a real couple.
I can really see through their eyes when they're filming the last episode that they really don't want to part. It might be fake but i choose to believe it's true feelings in the end.

However, happy things dont last?

What did Yonghwa did for Seohyun were really sweet and romantic.

Sweet potato (goguma) field, Personally knitted scarf for her and many more.

I love how they express their feelings through surprise letters and story books?

It's really awesome and i will adapt to their idea when i have a girlfriend next time. HAHA

Anyway, I was quite prepared for the last episode that's why i didn't cry.

I have tears in my eyes. Yes maybe i'm weak towards this kind of thing.
i might be very vocal with my friends, always joke around.

But i think deep down, i think i'm just a simple guy yearning for such simple relationship?

However when reality sets in, this can hardly happen and it change my mindset of having a girlfriend. It's pretty bad actually. But yeah. i shall walk one step and see one step.

This show taught me,

1.time can bring two strangers together and also can let 2 love birds forget each other.

2. guilt (I have should treated my ex girlfriends better) I realize i could have done much more for them, not just being a boyfriend but being their everything. I believe i can improve on myself in terms of person, character, interaction. I really learnt quite alot because of this show, i know it might be KUA ZHANG for some people. Then again, I chose to believe it.

3. I think my next girlfriend might be in for a treat. hahah. My goguma!!! =)

Take care!

totally pissed with the CPF board arrangement.

i hate it when your call center gives me solution A and when i go to your office personally then realized that i need to do solution B in order to get things done.

enough of the stupid management.

you guys deserve some soul searching regarding your Q&A.

next, went for a exercise which i'm not supposed to be involved.

just doing my superior a favor.

in the end, my hand got those sand-flies bites.

it's extremely annoying and itchy. luckily it's getting better now.

played 3 hour of cage soccer this afternoon and i feel like my bones are going to crack.

must admit my age is catching up on me.

not as fit as before.

cannot chiong as much as before.

hahaha. i need to DOM - yang ming jiu! hahah

anyway, some other happenings around me.

went to overtime @ dempsey.

i drank half pint of beer for the first time.

although i didn't vomit or what. but my face was super red.

like the angry bird color. hahah

i think i can take beer better than hard liquor. haha

went to watch the hangover2 afterwards,

super hilarious. the story line is kind of expected.

wedding, drunk, hangover and stuff.

i seriously need to have such a Wolf-pack! hahaha

it's pretty fun to get fucked up at bangkok right??

x-men first class, transformers3, captain america, green lantern.

this is gonna be a gooood JUNE. hahaha

see ya people.

Open House

Hello everybody!

Just finished the RSAF open house event.

I believed i've said 1,2,3 smile for thousand times,

held more than 200 different type of camera,

saw joanne peh in real life. very slim sia!! but quite pretty! =)

seen aerial display more than 6 times. i can tell you the sequence of the show ! hahahah

been addressed as a camera uncle for few times. hahahaha UPSET -__-.

cannot call me KOR KOR meh! nabei

and my forearm are badly burnt.

upper arm like white chocolate, lower arm like dark chocolate.

need to swim more to balance it.

overall, i find this open house a pretty fulfilling experience but mentally tiring.

it's quite fun standing on top of the tank i hate to see most and look at those amazed faces beneath. just make me feel am i doing something cool?? hahaha

after open house, it's back to stupid shit in unit.

2 more months to ord. pretty fast.

i can enjoy my ndp as a proper civilian. HEEE.

hope to get the tickets this time!

and university paperwork is a pain in the ass.

so many things to print and stuff.

need to meet deadline while i'm stuck in camp. pekchek.

hopefully can settle everything in time.

stay tuned for more =)

Haven't blast my music through my speakers for a long time.

The feeling is pretty awesome. PS: no one is at home.

Oh ya. I went to signed up for conversational Thai language course at CC.

I think i'm abit crazy. i was deciding between Japanese or Thai.

in the end i go for Thai because i think it's pretty practical when i go over to Thailand.

Japan is kinda expensive to go on a yearly basis, right people??

I want to make use the last 2 months of my NS period to learn something new.

Guess this is it.

Next, caught pirates of the Caribbean last night.

it was pretty good and funny. Johnny Depp. hahaha

Mermaid were damn pretty but scary at the same time.

I dont know why they picture mermaid until so dangerous.

It supposed to be a beautiful creature right??

anyway, it sends a message to guys.

pretty girls cannot touch ! hahaha

Next, RSAF open house.

my next 4 days gonna be under the sun.

weekend will be burnt plus sunburnt.

burnt and burnt. hahaha chao tar already.

but i think it will be fun.

at least thats how i motivate myself to pass this few days.

i'm feeling the song i'm listening to now.

i gotta feeling by black eyed peas.

everyone have a good day and stay cool

=)

Stop standing there

just suddenly realized there are quite a number of people working in the bank industry.

air con room, desk bound job and everyday count money. check people account.

not a bad idea to slog your whole life there. i'm not discriminating bankers okay! haha

i'm going to work in a engineering sector for sure.

But i'm not going to stuck there forever.

I will try to do business although i know it's not easy

but that's the only way to make it in life right?

something that i must update,

i took out my left wisdom tooth.

process was bloody and bloody.

doctor told me one tooth takes about 5min.

i remembered clearly my bottom wisdom tooth took her 20min sia!

imagine the pain i have to go through.

now even when i'm hungry, i don't even want to eat.

the best way to slim down is to pluck your tooth. advice for girls!

no wonder there's saying goes like, nothing is good when it's one sided.

even i chew my food on the right, i feel fuck up on the left side too. argh

gonna eat and eat once it has recovered. to think i still got my right wisdom tooth to clear.

wah biang.

next, met up with my old poly friends this evening.

same slacking session at Starbucks.

quite a standard venue we would visit every time we meet up. haha

what more to say about this,

it's just nice to see your old friends.

seeing them doing well in their life,

gossip about fuck up people together. hahaha

next, gonna involved in RSAF open house this whole week.

i don't know how the hell am i gonna reach paya lebar everyday morning at 7am

even i hop on to the first train, i will never be able to make it in time.

nonetheless, i hope it will be fun there =)

oh ya,

i want to learn a new language before i ord.

I should have done it earlier. damn.

didn't think of it. should have spend my time more wisely in NS.

i'm thinking to learn japanese or thai?

shall check out my nearby CC courses!

anyway, thats all for now.

see ya people.

thai fever =)

okay, today is my wisdom tooth d-day.

extracted 2 tooths from my left.

process was fast. but unpleasant.

when i looked at the mirror afterwards, it looks like i got punch like nobody business.

currently i'm feeling the aftermath of the empty wisdom tooth inside my mouth.

hopefully the bleeding will subside and the pain will wear off tml or so.

and i just got back from bangkok, land of smiles.

seriously i love being there,

pretty girls, friendly souls cheap food, endless entertainment.

totally relax myself during the trip

came back to Singapore and i feel so damn weird.

i shall make it a yearly trip to Thailand then. =)

i enjoyed Thailand than Taipei.

can you believe it?

maybe i was wilder . haha

but that's not the main point.

oh, i just watched HELLO STRANGER

it's a Thai movie but it's awesome.

very touching, lots of twists and turns for the leading roles.

luckily they still managed to have a happy ending.

i heard that there's part 2 of HELLO STRANGER.

can't wait for that.

recently i also watched THOR, FAST AND FURIOUS 5.

thor's real life wife is hot, thor figure is even hotter.

gonna watch pirates of the Caribbean, green latern and captain america.

weee.

gonna collect my pink ic and free myself from saf.

can't wait for that to come.

Polling day

Okay. Blogging on polling day.
Hopefully i will remember this day since it's my very first vote.

My vote my choice. :) so NSP.

I certainly hope mr chiam and mr low win this time round.

There is a high chance that nicole will lose but i will always support her.

Enough of my election rants because it's getting boring.

Just finished watching Vampire Diaries S2E21.

Almost moved to tears just now. BUT i didn't drop any. HAHA.

I wonder what would i do if i'm one of the character inside the show.

Waking up everyday to see your loved ones worrying about each other safety? haha

The show really puts brotherhood, relationship and friendship to major obstacles.

I know one day the good will triumph the evil , it always has been this way since earth was created by a BIG BANG.

Speaking of Big bang, I instantly think of the big bang theory . It's really a funny sitcom series. You guys should watch it if you're in for a laugh.

Enough of shows recommendations !

Met up with Chaeng and Jieyi this evening for a dinner and HTHT session.

It was great to see them after 2 long years.

Chaeng got herself a shorter hair

Jieyi is still the same bubbly kind.

Hope to see them on a regular basis? hahah

Maybe 2 times every year?

Plus, I'm going for Avril Lavgine Singapore concert this coming Monday.

It was a impromptu decision. But i'm still glad i can get to see the second concert of my life.

HEEEE.

Flying off to bangkok this coming Thursday evening, i think i'm quite in need of a getaway to clear myself happier and ignore those troubles that bother me recently. hopefully it will be a fun and memorable ORD trip with my ns friends.

Regarding NS,

I submitted my specialist letter to my camp medical officer recently and got myself an excuse for upper limb/heavy loads for 3 long months. I didn't ask for such long duration honestly, he just gave it to me because there is MRI scan showing him i got a laberal tear on my upper left shoulder.

Actually i could have submitted the letter in march but i didn't. the intention of going to Canada for exercise and getting a promotion halt me from it. My shoulder don't affect me so much so i continue to be garang until i was told Canada exercise was cancelled and i didn't get promoted.

I was upset and more upset about the promotion. I didn't take it to my stride. I took it hard and it's not a good feeling. Then again, when i threw my specialist letter to MO. i kind of sabotage my friends because they have to do more duties to cover me. I sincerely hope they can understand my stand.

Enough of enoughs.

I'm sleeping.

Goodnight everyone.

A quick post before i go out for worker's party rally @ Kallang. HAHA
Cannot wait to see what are they going to say.
Anyway, updated my blog design and new song.
But i couldn't set it to auto play. So you guys will have to do the job.

Bangkok is just 2 weeks from now.
In need of a getaway badly people.
Gonna shop shop shop shop. HAHA.

For this week, it will just be parade rehearsal and rehearsal.
Then again, this Thursday i will be wearing what those OCT wore during their commissioning parade. Although only a CPL rank, I'm still glad that i will get to wear that smartest uniform in the entire SAF.
I'm also glad i sat two different helicopters before. HAHA.
The feel is different compare to a commercial aircraft.

See you people!
=)

290411

Can't get to a pleasant sleep before i get everything out of my mind before i forget it tomorrow morning. haha

firstly national service.

i learnt how to suck it up in my national service, despite how fuck up things get inside. i suck it up.

i didn't manage to get into sispec or ocs. Often being look down in camp because you're deemed incompetent to be commander. Honestly, even i were to work with them before i enlisted, i would be disappointed by their leadership and decision making skills. of course there are still some good leaders inside the crowd.

i learnt that doing work diligently or responsibly in unit doesn't earn you a recogination unless you do it in front of your commanders. be it a simple tasking like doing newspaper summary would earn you a outstanding serviceman award.

I can tell you i did my work responsibly but in the end, the promotion to a first class corporal was way too far for me. i didn't even get a nomination to chase that award. i'm seriously upset about it.

secondly, election 2011.

I'm totally mesmerized by Nicole Seah for her bravery and courage to stand up against the mighty giant PAP. although she stands a high chance of losing the marine parade GRC. But i believe her ethics will earn her a place in parliament in the future. enough said. we should give credit to all the opposition party candidates for their relentless effort to have an alternate voice in the parliament.

I totally respect Mr Chiam See Tong , even when he just had a mild stroke. he is still clear with his mind and left his stronghold potong pasir smc to contest in bishan-toa payoh. that may just cost him a seat in the parliament. You can see even when he really like CMI anymore, he still goes for rally and neighborhood walkabout to secure our people votes rather than resting at home and enjoying his golden age with his wife. He has dedicated his life in serving the people and we should give him a big round of applause.

Next, Mr Low from the worker's party, i'm totally swept away with his "driver" speech at the rally 11. He dare to say what singaporeans do not say, he goes against the PAP without blinking his eyes. In ancient times, he would have been a warrior like GUAN YU (if you know who is he ).

These three person that i have mentioned taught me alot during this election period.
I strongly believe their effort will prevails one day and they will always be in my heart.
When i get older, I will remember the stories and tell my grandchildren about it.

They totally inspire me and i'm thrilled to see the result of the election.

I've been blogging alot recently, show me your support in my tag board if you've have read my entries. thank you.

Don't expect too much!

Okay since I've nothing to do on a Tuesday afternoon,

why not update my ancient blog right? haha

Finishing NS soon in 4 months time.

Hope to get into the university program i applied for or else i have to step into working life. And my brain will rust even more. Especially during NS period when you didn't use much of your brain at the all.

Was supposedly going to Canada in June for exercise with the Canadian air force.

Sadly, the exercise was cancelled due to classified reason which i can't post on networking sites.

Despite the upset, i'm going to bangkok for the first time in may with my NS mates.

Hopefully doesn't turn out like The Hangover 2! hahahah

Gonna massage massage until leg ache or break!

Must shop until my wallet got hole. hahaha

Look at those Thailand funny stuff if you know what i meant!

Something to rant about,

I don't understand why so many Singaporeans choose SIM-UOL. it's more like a local university compare to NTU or NUS. and seriously fuck the locals university entry requirements. I think there is one additional clause in it. Saying - You must be a PRC in order to get in.

Just 2 weeks ago i went to play basketball in NTU, damn it

You know the people i played with, 80 percent of them are PRCs.

Not to discriminate them but seriously??? _I_

Also another regret filled me up when i was at NTU,

why didn't i study harder to get into this school? Argh. I only missed university by this much.

Damn!

Basically that pretty much sums up my current thoughts. Haha

Stay tuned for the next update. =)

i want to blog it down in case i forget.

i think when you like someone or love someone and don't together with them

mainly is because you don't want to bear any responsibility towards them.

you're afraid things will change once the status is there.

you're afraid things will turn awkward.

seriously, what's there to worry when you're already got someone you love/like right beside you who is there to share your burden,

who is there to give his/her best to you.

Like what Michael Jordan once said,

I can accept failure but i cannot accept not trying.

in addition

By the definition of determination.

it means.

there are no trying or trying, there are just. DO it or DON'T it.

I'm just giving a piece of my mind,

you guys don't think so much.

im chilled, im cool

as usual. =)

PS: When you're thinking you're just someone to this whole world. you should be glad when you realised you're actually the whole world to a particular individual.

BYE